holy cow...

[babondage]

WOW...ive slacked on updates like wooooah! like billy said...my life is pretty much the same thing and updating is rather hard. i had a pretty swell halloween ...spent it with lauren passing out candy...visiting mr and mrs niggles...and just hanging out. soooo i went i think a month without seeing my grandparents and i do believe that's the first time since i was like 6. it made seeing them so much better though. goggie (grandma) met lauren and thinks she is the littlest and cutest thing she has ever seen. ive pretty much quit school this semester and it dosent bother me in the least. I guess the most significant thing concerning me in this post is my "goal" change...instead of radiology or nursing ive decided to go to EMT/Paramedic school and then get a job as a firefighter and hopefully be able to have a side job woking on life flights.....FUN FUN. ive done some crazy research on careers and despite whether it FITS me......its something i think id enjoy doing. before i end this i just want to say i think its weird how something not so good can happen and make you angry at someone yet it brings you closer to them and makes you love them more so than ever.....why is that? now it wasnt something crazy bad as some people are thinking but its just weird how i went from being angry and what not....to being even crazier about the person and i dunno....i think im so lucky right now and have someone that is soooo great. i love her with all my heart....i really do

until next time....
fade to black

ps: thanksgivings a comin.... :)