youknowhatiwant

Sep 05, 2005 18:42

teatherball champion played a show and it was pretty good for a first show. we killed that first song ...then we had a few problems likeeee all the lights were off so seeing your guitar and trying to play those billy webb jazz chords were hard....ummm the power on one side of the building went off so i was the only guitarist for most of one of the songs...dan's bass stuff got damaged so me and billy finished off the set. HAHA wow actually now tha ti think about it...we had lots of bad things happen but i wasn't embarassed. i can't wait to write new stuff..i think it will change my outlook on teatherball once we got some newer and better songs...

i went to clarksville to visit lauren. we went for a walk...tried to watch dirty dancing...cuddled...talked....jumped out of an airplane....saved a whale....you know, that kind of stuff. i didn't want to leave because it's not often i get to see lauren these days. oh well i was happy i got to spend about 4hrs with her though. hope to see her again in the near future... oh man and that drive home....lemme tell ya!! when i hear about people falling asleep at the wheel and crashing i always think "what the hell man..HOW??" umm it's possible!! i feel asleep about 9 times from exit 89 all the way home. i would wake up and be like "brett stay alert...stare at that car ...turn up the heat in the car (because i get tired when im cold)...and freakin dont close your eyes" ahhh then like 4 seconds later id be in the other lane. man i swear i was scared and i almost pulled into this bbq place that was closed to sleep but i just imagined the owner breaking in my car..sawing brett bond into pieces and making delicious bbq out of him errrr ME.

yesterday was a waste of a day for me. umm i woke up early as usual...did nothing till 11...showered......drove around and listened to music.....went back to sleep at 2...woke up at 4....went to gmas to eat....food wasnt ready....dad asked me what did i do today that was productive....i punched him in the nos...i mean umm we got in an argument and ahhhh go to hell bigbrettbond. he was like "cant wait till you leave the house...im going to have a room for a weight bench....my hunting stuff..blah blah blah im so manly blah blah look at me blah blah i got muscles and i kill deer blah blah" yeah funny thing is we have a whole bedroom dedicated to his shit! does he really need the room i call mine? if i was financially able to move out..would i???? umm heck yeah but im not so someone give me some $ and ill move out..i promise! oh and im proud of myself because i worked out yesterday....maaaaaaan i better see some results by november or ellllse.

yep nothing tooooo exciting. im kind of down but i guess it's alright. im sure of NOTHING or no ONE in my life right now. i dont feel like i can put stability on anything because if i became tooo relaxed with being stable and err that stability falls apart..then so will i....brettbond will fall apart. THIS is why i never relax....but hey that's just me...im on constant alert till i feel different. that sounds bad but im not going to lie. im happy with the people in my life and i love them all but yeah...does anyone have a crystal ball and can you tell me what my life looks like in 10 yrs....i just want to be happy ...oh and i hope they bring surge back in 10 yrs...i also hope someone makes a sitcom that is up to par to seinfield but i dont think they will man....seinfield is totally way ahead of its time....i promise!

well i got so many other things i could rant about like me considering religion heavily....the awesome music im listening to these days...me wanting new clothes .....you know stuff that people dont really want to read about. or maybe WHY im up at 6 in the morning ??? anyways i love all of you peeeeople. if you read all of this im proud of you!

zuntil zext zime
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