Aug 27, 2005 13:20
there is so much to look forward to this year but i can't hepl but be scared. cuz once we get out og hight school then what! ya know. well i'm just going to pause things with me and my........guy. i really don't fell like saying crush i mean that sounds so second grade i guess i'll say fling! well i really wish that thinngs would have gone better with me and dustin i mean its not like i care of anything maybe i never did love him. maybe i made myself believe that i did. and it was false love. you know like fool's gold. whatever