May 03, 2004 10:22
Ughh..im in a very depressed mood right now.. Okie, let's see. First, my dance teacher was on my case 2nite aksjdklas!!!, then i come home, find out johnny has work tomorrow on our day to hang out, and he has to work like everyday and the times he gets home are the times i leave for dance..its bad enough we dont go the same school and now we barely get to see each other out of school..and then he tells me im invited to his cousins sweet 16 which is on november 5th, MY 18th Birthday..and he has to go no matter what.. and im gonna hang out with my friends and i hoped him on my 18th bday and have a crazy time and now he cant celebrate it with me cuz he has to go to the sweet 16..but oh well, jojo will be there with me we talked about it :o) .. Im also sad because im realizing how soon megan and geraci will be leaving for college..i love them both so much and i don't want to see them go..they mean the world to me and dance wont be the same without them :o( .. a part of me will be missing. im gonna be devastated when they leave ..