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yesterday in the morning/day was major suck
then later that evening i saw shaun, and like he just totally knew how to make me feel sooo much better and not like worried for a period of time. of course nothing that actually need to get accomplished got accomplished, it WILL BE accomplished friday evening. yeah but it was just a wicked good night althou i am still confused.
today, lets see...i had an intresting morning phone convo, they are always fun to e cuz i am always out of it in the morning hours. then i went to the doctors, new doctor, still iffy about that1. then i watched my bro as usualy. then i went to drivers ed. it is soo funny to look at kids who are like 16, but its just they seem like idiots to me, like they are so vain and concerned with every1 around them. i guess we weer all like that at sum point, to think about it makes me gag. like i dunno i guess im over what ever that stage was cause i could absolutely care less wut other ppl think of me. sure like if im with shaun i wanna look cute, or with friends i wanna look good, but its not like i sit there in constant fear of what others think, frankly my dears, i dont give a damn.
now what am i up to? i don't know yet. i found a book ive read like 100 times and now kinda want to read again, but at the same time i want to watch TV, and yet i want to work on a project, and then i kinda just want to lay down and do nothing. so i think im gonna go do a few of those things in some order or at the same time or something.
on a total seperate note i have decided to declare myself queen of the freckles, cause mine are out of control.
onto a seperate NOTICE: i want to see a movie, anyone who wants to see like any movie, CALL ME, im having like " must see a movie asap" fits
" you want to take my picture, cause i wont rememver"
then later that evening i saw shaun, and like he just totally knew how to make me feel sooo much better and not like worried for a period of time. of course nothing that actually need to get accomplished got accomplished, it WILL BE accomplished friday evening. yeah but it was just a wicked good night althou i am still confused.
today, lets see...i had an intresting morning phone convo, they are always fun to e cuz i am always out of it in the morning hours. then i went to the doctors, new doctor, still iffy about that1. then i watched my bro as usualy. then i went to drivers ed. it is soo funny to look at kids who are like 16, but its just they seem like idiots to me, like they are so vain and concerned with every1 around them. i guess we weer all like that at sum point, to think about it makes me gag. like i dunno i guess im over what ever that stage was cause i could absolutely care less wut other ppl think of me. sure like if im with shaun i wanna look cute, or with friends i wanna look good, but its not like i sit there in constant fear of what others think, frankly my dears, i dont give a damn.
now what am i up to? i don't know yet. i found a book ive read like 100 times and now kinda want to read again, but at the same time i want to watch TV, and yet i want to work on a project, and then i kinda just want to lay down and do nothing. so i think im gonna go do a few of those things in some order or at the same time or something.
on a total seperate note i have decided to declare myself queen of the freckles, cause mine are out of control.
onto a seperate NOTICE: i want to see a movie, anyone who wants to see like any movie, CALL ME, im having like " must see a movie asap" fits
" you want to take my picture, cause i wont rememver"