I'll be praying for you..
I never thought so many horrible things could happen in the course of one week...
This -SpRiNg BrEaK 04- has been the worst break of my life
Besides everything that happened last week...Chelsey and I went to Matt's party and she got drunk and destroyed my house, and is never allowed back here again. By destroying my house, I mean in the middle of the night... pissing on my kitchen stool where the counter is, thinking it was a toilet. Pissed ALL OVER the stool and the carpet. She then wiped herself with my blanket..lovely isnt it? Funny how your "friends" try to make u feel bad by sayin fucked up things... but Im not even gonna go there, were done for good.
Mr Charlie, who is like my 2nd dad... no, hes closer than that. He may have cancer...and things aren't looking too good for him. I guess I never imagined this would happen to me... my life is far from perfect, but I've never been in this kind of situation. I can't do anything now, without crying. I try to eat something, but I just drop everything and cry...even in the shower. Im even crying as I write this... I really don't know what to do, or what I can do. I would give anything in this world for Mr. Charlie to be okay. He is the funniest, sweetest, craziest, greatest guy you will ever meet. Ever since I was a little girl, he has been there for me...whenever I am sad, he tells his jokes or starts rapping. LOL. he calls me "Ollie"...he never did say my name right. I am trying my hardest to be optimistic about this, I am praying for him every day that he will be alright. you should pray for him too. This is so scary... to even think about death brings so you to a completely different state of mind. He came over today and told me everything, just me and him. I couldnt help but sit there in tears...he said "I try to act like I'm not scared, but I really am.." He said..."I'm just not gonna give up now, I'm too strong for that...I haven't done everything I want to do in life yet" ..... If anyone has ever inspired me or had an impact on my life...it is him. I love him with all my heart, and I'm hoping that everythings gonna be okay. I really need God to help my family right now.. hopefully he will. <3
we always take for granite the people who are in our lives. Life is way too short to just treat like its going to be there forever. Things are going to happen that you have no control over. remind people how much you love them...
Love Always * Allie