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my supposed to be 4year aniversary is coming up on the 9th n ive been really down lately i was talkin to this cute guy chrisn everything was goin awsome no complains or anything until i realized wat day is comin up..i kno i shouldnt care bc. everythin is over b.w us but i still think about him ...chris has been awsome to me he eally likes me for me not for the way i look b.c we all kno im not really pretty to start w. but this guy actually liked me for me n for the way i made him feel wen we were together but i dont kno wat to i thought i really liked the guy but it turns out i was just tellin myself i did but if i tell him that hes gon b hurt but if i stay w. him even dou were not officialy goin out im just gon b living a lie n im still gon hurt him...i come out loosin either way but i dunno wat do anymore...a little help!?!