HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!
Finally had a day off!! Felt soo freaking good to not have to do ANYTHING!! I didn't wake up til freaking 1:00 today, then Uncle Richie and all them came over around 3 and we ate, and I continued to eat all day. Then me, arika & courtney all went to the St. Clair fireworks.
Yesterday wasnt good at ALL. I had the worst day i've had in a LONG time. It started off bad bc mike called me and we got into it again, and i kept telling him we can't date each other nemore and stuff.. Then me and my gpa got into it bc he said "i'm always on the phone" okay fuck that shit.. I NEVERRRRRR talk on my phone so i dunno wtf he's talking about. Then i went to work and was in the kitchen expoing which i wasnt happy about to begin with, so i GET there in a bad mood.. we were sooo fucking busy all day i couldn't even breathe!!I had sooo much food piled up in the window and no one could help me do nething! I wanted to cry. We closed at 8, id idnt get done running food until 830, then i go home and fight w/ my mom of course. then we headed down to Lexington's fireworks to meet up w/ uncle rich, which never happened. Then i came home and mike called me.. and we talked for like 2 hrs. Which is shocking for us.. and we didnt even ONCE get into a fight. He made me cry.. i was so dead set on saying we're not able to date anymore, and i was just talking to him like " you know, we need to be happy.. i make you soo mad all the time, we deserve to be happy, i know you wanna be don't you?" he's like "yeah, with you" i wanted to cry. And he kept insisting that we could make it work, and he really thinks it will work this time... he never talks like that . It just makes me cry to think that after all this time and everything i've done to him and how i've treated him and visa versa, he STILL loves me and wants to be with me.. that makes me feel really good...
Anyways, I gotta fucking get up and go to work tmr from 9-3 in the hellhole basement, then fucking 5-9 at quay street, then i think arika's gonna spend the night with me at Marybeth's. I've never stayed the night somewhere by myself, but i'm looking forward to the peace and quiet, just wish i did'nt have to go to work the next day. Neways, i really need to go to bed! NIGHT!
Yesterday wasnt good at ALL. I had the worst day i've had in a LONG time. It started off bad bc mike called me and we got into it again, and i kept telling him we can't date each other nemore and stuff.. Then me and my gpa got into it bc he said "i'm always on the phone" okay fuck that shit.. I NEVERRRRRR talk on my phone so i dunno wtf he's talking about. Then i went to work and was in the kitchen expoing which i wasnt happy about to begin with, so i GET there in a bad mood.. we were sooo fucking busy all day i couldn't even breathe!!I had sooo much food piled up in the window and no one could help me do nething! I wanted to cry. We closed at 8, id idnt get done running food until 830, then i go home and fight w/ my mom of course. then we headed down to Lexington's fireworks to meet up w/ uncle rich, which never happened. Then i came home and mike called me.. and we talked for like 2 hrs. Which is shocking for us.. and we didnt even ONCE get into a fight. He made me cry.. i was so dead set on saying we're not able to date anymore, and i was just talking to him like " you know, we need to be happy.. i make you soo mad all the time, we deserve to be happy, i know you wanna be don't you?" he's like "yeah, with you" i wanted to cry. And he kept insisting that we could make it work, and he really thinks it will work this time... he never talks like that . It just makes me cry to think that after all this time and everything i've done to him and how i've treated him and visa versa, he STILL loves me and wants to be with me.. that makes me feel really good...
Anyways, I gotta fucking get up and go to work tmr from 9-3 in the hellhole basement, then fucking 5-9 at quay street, then i think arika's gonna spend the night with me at Marybeth's. I've never stayed the night somewhere by myself, but i'm looking forward to the peace and quiet, just wish i did'nt have to go to work the next day. Neways, i really need to go to bed! NIGHT!