Rip
Today has been the WORST day of my life by far.....
I woke up this morning to find out that my grandpa passed away.
Im ok for now bc I dont think it has quite sunken in yet.
We were close....and I never got to say goodbye.
It does comfort me to know that he is in no more pain...
I just wish that he were here with me...
I just want to tell him I love him one more time...
and hear him say it back
I just want to hold his hand one more time...
or ever rub his head (he loved that)
So far all I can think is why....
I cant beleive he let go...he was going to be able to come home in a couple of weeks..we all were sure of it...
and then boom...hes gone....
The last words we said to each other was I love you and I love you too.....
At least I have that
My life just seems so little now....
everything used to be all about me...
now all im worried about is making him proud....
I know he'll be watching over me...and protecting me...
I need to get my life together...i just dont know where to start.
Nothing feels right anymore....
seems like everyone I love is leaving me one by one...
whos next to go?
bye
Megan
I woke up this morning to find out that my grandpa passed away.
Im ok for now bc I dont think it has quite sunken in yet.
We were close....and I never got to say goodbye.
It does comfort me to know that he is in no more pain...
I just wish that he were here with me...
I just want to tell him I love him one more time...
and hear him say it back
I just want to hold his hand one more time...
or ever rub his head (he loved that)
So far all I can think is why....
I cant beleive he let go...he was going to be able to come home in a couple of weeks..we all were sure of it...
and then boom...hes gone....
The last words we said to each other was I love you and I love you too.....
At least I have that
My life just seems so little now....
everything used to be all about me...
now all im worried about is making him proud....
I know he'll be watching over me...and protecting me...
I need to get my life together...i just dont know where to start.
Nothing feels right anymore....
seems like everyone I love is leaving me one by one...
whos next to go?
bye
Megan