Oct 13, 2005 21:16
all i can say is: ouch
it all happened so quick that i don't even remember the air bag opening....
*sigh*
and i was supposed to be going to my boyfriend's house today...he's was gonna help me look for a car to buy by xmas time. and my daddy had been online i think(or had been talking about it, according to my mom) about the whole car deal for me to get one by xmas.
this shit today makes me not want a car. i really don't wanna even live here anymore. people drive too crazy, and the last thing i wanna do is die b/c of a car crash. things like this make you appreciate life ten times more. from now on, b4 i leave the house, b4 i get into the car, b4 anything ima pray to God to keep me safe. and b4 i leave the house ima tell my mother i love her, b/c after this i just wanna make sure that she knows it, God forbid something happens to me out on the street.
when i start driving, im sorry if ur in the car w/ me but ima b driving like an old lady. i'd rather put up w/ that shit than end up in a hospital cuz i crashed.
no way man...
im just glad im still here.
that shit's hitting me hard right about now, and lets not even talk about the pain. my back hurts, my freakin ankles hurt like hell everytime i take a step. my chest and and under my chin are all scratched cuz of the seatbelt and the airbag. wat im afraid of is my friend. he was the one driving, and he wasnt wearing a seatbelt. he hurt his knee and scraped his elbow a bit. and then when he got home he noticed that he had a huge bruise on his thigh, which more than likely was from the steering wheel when we crashed.
some freaky shit tho, i saw wat was gonna happen b4 it happened. guess you could call it a premonition. and when i got into the car i felt like something was gonna happen. so i put on my seatbelt. normally i wait to get out of the parking garage, or when we're out in the street. but this time i put it on as soon as i got into the car. i shoulda tol my friend to put it on. gosh im dumb. and the premonition thing, it happened right b4 everything...it was like a totally surreal moment.
blah...ima rest now.
toodles chicken noodles!