guys can be such idiots
right now, i'm wishing last summer had never happened. i'm wishing that i could go back to high school. and i don't like feeling like that because i hate living in the past, and i went to MHS.
i just went for a run. it was the best night for a run. it felt like it was about to start raining at any moment, and everything was just refreshing.
i ended up at bigelow park. all these memories came rushing back to me. and all i wanted to do was lay on top of the monkey bars and stare up into the sky. then i felt like doing my old sprint drills from track. dude. i miss track. i wish i never stopped doing it. i miss the pain. the dizziness. the sun beating on my shoulders. the sweat. i miss the feeling i got everytime i ran a race. that rush. a rush that took my mind away from everything.
i'm also wishing i was back in lowell, at the bouge getting ready with ashley, leslie and veronica, getting ready to go out and party. i wish i was in 229 watching out gazillionth movie, not thinking about nothing but that movie.
i miss how i didn't think about you all the time.
i wish none of this had ever happened between you and me.
i wish i wasnt so stupid and blind to have let the perfect guy for me go.
i just went for a run. it was the best night for a run. it felt like it was about to start raining at any moment, and everything was just refreshing.
i ended up at bigelow park. all these memories came rushing back to me. and all i wanted to do was lay on top of the monkey bars and stare up into the sky. then i felt like doing my old sprint drills from track. dude. i miss track. i wish i never stopped doing it. i miss the pain. the dizziness. the sun beating on my shoulders. the sweat. i miss the feeling i got everytime i ran a race. that rush. a rush that took my mind away from everything.
i'm also wishing i was back in lowell, at the bouge getting ready with ashley, leslie and veronica, getting ready to go out and party. i wish i was in 229 watching out gazillionth movie, not thinking about nothing but that movie.
i miss how i didn't think about you all the time.
i wish none of this had ever happened between you and me.
i wish i wasnt so stupid and blind to have let the perfect guy for me go.