May 25, 2005 22:14
I <3 spin.
i could have held you in my arms forever. it still wouldn't have been long enough.
i don't know why but its just so sucky. everything.
i know what i should do to help myself out of this, but what i should do isn't what my heart wants to do. i feel like my heart has been breaking mroe and more everyday. Funny thing is, there isn't anyone really breaking it. So this is what it feels like.
if anyone figures life out, let me know.
please stop putting me through this rollercoaster.