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I was reading my entries from when I first got this journal.
Funny how things change.
Funny how people change.
I love the way my life is now, sometimes I love it anyways. I knew that change was gonna happen and things in my life have definitely changed. There are things going on right now that I would have never figured to happen before. I like who I am now, but I miss who I used to be. I miss the way life was.
Change comes so unexpectedly too. You know that something is going on but one day you wake up and you realize that things have changed. We grow almost over night. One day we wake up and realize that things aren't the way that they used to be, but its more because we ourselves have changed.
I really do miss the good old days.
And I should have seen it coming. I should have foreseen the one event that led me to a different path. I don't know.
Right now my eyes are bugging the fuck out of me. I'm missing the Mr. MHS pageant for the first time since 8th grade. I'm ready for bed and its only 10:20. And I've made myself vulnerable again. Why is it that this person can change me from the way I've been for sooo long,to becoming vulnerable again? Why do I always have to mess things up???
I'm so tired of days that feel like their nights.
Funny how things change.
Funny how people change.
I love the way my life is now, sometimes I love it anyways. I knew that change was gonna happen and things in my life have definitely changed. There are things going on right now that I would have never figured to happen before. I like who I am now, but I miss who I used to be. I miss the way life was.
Change comes so unexpectedly too. You know that something is going on but one day you wake up and you realize that things have changed. We grow almost over night. One day we wake up and realize that things aren't the way that they used to be, but its more because we ourselves have changed.
I really do miss the good old days.
And I should have seen it coming. I should have foreseen the one event that led me to a different path. I don't know.
Right now my eyes are bugging the fuck out of me. I'm missing the Mr. MHS pageant for the first time since 8th grade. I'm ready for bed and its only 10:20. And I've made myself vulnerable again. Why is it that this person can change me from the way I've been for sooo long,to becoming vulnerable again? Why do I always have to mess things up???
I'm so tired of days that feel like their nights.