Nov 01, 2004 20:15
well my day was just not that good..i heard something after school and i got really envious ughhhhhh i really dont like her, but other than that i really think i am starting to like him i think about it all the time..but its whatever
i give up i will probably never get what i want, he probably wants someone else..oh well, i really want him though..grrr
so many things have been going through my head lately good and bad..i have been thinking so much that my heads spinning and i have the biggest headache..everythings so crazy i hate it sometime but then it can give me the biggest rush like the other night something crazy happened and i LOVED it and its all i think about sometimes..and then other things happen like today and it just kills the rush and my life seems to suck
the OC comes on thursday and i am excited =D..lol..well i guess i am gonna go be bored or somethin this time change is killing me i seem to have so much time on my hand..well i gotta go xox
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.Sami.