ive fallen and im making no attempt to get up.
i love having the house to myself. sooo relaxing, and peaceful. its just nice.
i decided that this summer is going to be different, im changing, and everything and everyone around me is changing. i know i am going to have to make some big decisions this summer, some for the better, but others not so much. and i might get hurt in the process but if thats what it takes, fine. cause i need some anwsers and i am determined to get them. i cant wait around anymore.
in OTHER news,
-im broke
-tired and cranky lately
-been feeling very useless
-need summer clothes
-miss jose very much ;)
-have to start work soon
-want to get to the beach SOMETIME soon
here comes summer.
i decided that this summer is going to be different, im changing, and everything and everyone around me is changing. i know i am going to have to make some big decisions this summer, some for the better, but others not so much. and i might get hurt in the process but if thats what it takes, fine. cause i need some anwsers and i am determined to get them. i cant wait around anymore.
in OTHER news,
-im broke
-tired and cranky lately
-been feeling very useless
-need summer clothes
-miss jose very much ;)
-have to start work soon
-want to get to the beach SOMETIME soon
here comes summer.