my stupid ass mistakes...
welp i tried to make it happen again...but my mistakes in the past and the way my family thinks is keeping me from being happy...now that i am around him knowing he isnt mine i realize i really do love him. and after the reality that he could have died...i dont know what i would do without him...y did i worry about an ex who hates me and his/my friend. i should have just stayed with him...damnit i can never be happy. ugh i want him back so bad....
~ashley~
~ashley~