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Hm. So much happened.
So we went to my brother's and sister's graduation...my brother's was a little interesting, I will not lie. Let's just say, we didn't see him graduate..but the story goes that he graduated under a different name and different section. Not making any assumptions, just repeating what was told to me..It's already divided our family so nicely. My sister and brother aren't talking, not like they do anyway. My brother despises our dad even more, and my dad is still in denial, and aggravated. Oh, and my mother..she's just her emotional self. times 10. And somehow, all this, came down on me. My dad and brother try to get information out of me about what the other said, and my mom's just a double pain in the ass. it's great.
But other than that. Chris and I broke up if you didn't catch on to that one. Yep, something along the lines of.."Mish, i really do like you, I just can't handle it right now..SATS, APS, regents, track..there's just no time." yeah, no fucking time my ass. I hate how he hid behind that excuse..lamest one yet. But let's see, it was let's say 2 weeks ago, he IMed me and was like..mish, i really miss you, and i still have feelings for you, and I want to be with you..[long pause] but I can't not right now, when summer begins."
okay, this is where I'm gonna rant, because I need to. okay, WHO the fuck says that. if you're gonna come out and say that, you better fucking mean it, because..what;s the point of waiting until summer..i mean, summer is 2 months long. When school starts again, am i gonna get the SAME bull fucking shit excuse as this time, because, that's not worth my time. I mean, if he honestly liked me, woudln;t he want to be with no matter what..you're suppose to be there for each other..NOT leave each other. fuck it.
so now, i either..give a second chance..or screw this. any advice? I'm going to his party tomorrow..oh shit.
And i need somewehre to crash for the night. fuck.
4 day weekend..did i mention that. HAHA bitches what now. thank god. I needed it...to study for SATs, just kidding. I'll do that on tuesday-friday. right before i take them on saturday. Holla.
So anyways, I'm gonna go and argue with my parents because my mom just asked me if i gained weight. What a douchebag, i actually lost it. wtf.
peace bitches.<3
So we went to my brother's and sister's graduation...my brother's was a little interesting, I will not lie. Let's just say, we didn't see him graduate..but the story goes that he graduated under a different name and different section. Not making any assumptions, just repeating what was told to me..It's already divided our family so nicely. My sister and brother aren't talking, not like they do anyway. My brother despises our dad even more, and my dad is still in denial, and aggravated. Oh, and my mother..she's just her emotional self. times 10. And somehow, all this, came down on me. My dad and brother try to get information out of me about what the other said, and my mom's just a double pain in the ass. it's great.
But other than that. Chris and I broke up if you didn't catch on to that one. Yep, something along the lines of.."Mish, i really do like you, I just can't handle it right now..SATS, APS, regents, track..there's just no time." yeah, no fucking time my ass. I hate how he hid behind that excuse..lamest one yet. But let's see, it was let's say 2 weeks ago, he IMed me and was like..mish, i really miss you, and i still have feelings for you, and I want to be with you..[long pause] but I can't not right now, when summer begins."
okay, this is where I'm gonna rant, because I need to. okay, WHO the fuck says that. if you're gonna come out and say that, you better fucking mean it, because..what;s the point of waiting until summer..i mean, summer is 2 months long. When school starts again, am i gonna get the SAME bull fucking shit excuse as this time, because, that's not worth my time. I mean, if he honestly liked me, woudln;t he want to be with no matter what..you're suppose to be there for each other..NOT leave each other. fuck it.
so now, i either..give a second chance..or screw this. any advice? I'm going to his party tomorrow..oh shit.
And i need somewehre to crash for the night. fuck.
4 day weekend..did i mention that. HAHA bitches what now. thank god. I needed it...to study for SATs, just kidding. I'll do that on tuesday-friday. right before i take them on saturday. Holla.
So anyways, I'm gonna go and argue with my parents because my mom just asked me if i gained weight. What a douchebag, i actually lost it. wtf.
peace bitches.<3