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well hey guys, i wish i could say i was ina good mood, i was, but you know im just thinkinq, and constantly piled with chores, and homework, and i just, somebody please tell me how many days till summer 05 beqins ? i am like countinq down, as if we all arent, but i just really DONT want to be in school anymore. who feels me on that one? JEEZ i swear im gona like break down if i dont get out soon. so today, not really sure i can update you on anything spactacular ? .. went to breakfast with stephanie, sat with leo .. no guys jordan didnt really pay much attention to me then .. i saw him before 1st tho .. so okay.. went to health, watched the rest of some ' cathy robinson aid ' video .. i kinda passed out, sorry i couldnt inform you on the oh so interesting information i learned about AiDS. - cookie break, i saw jordan . he actually ackknowledged me .. talked to cailey, steph, leo, courtney .. went to career research with leo and cailey .. took pictures, people had cows over flash, but hey we WERE only watching the greatest movie .. " the kinq and i " (sarcasm) .. qot out of there, went to algebra . . had a test, yea sheena did pretty awesome, so congradulate her when u see her HAH .. uhm just hunq out with ry and briana, kavaughn .. till lunch .. EEK LUNCH.. went to stephs locker, walked to cafet. with her and leo .. stood in line with my boyfriend, i quess that was cool ? .. sat down with oh jeez here we qo .. stephanie, cailey, courtney, and kelly for lunch. but courtney stormed off again because i wasnt in the mood to conversate ? haha <333 you girlie . . went out to the courtyard till bell rang, talked with jordan for a bit .. steph went and got my bookbag, ahah my slave . i love her =] .. went to english, AHH reminder i have english hw haha im so funny .. anyways, that class was alright ? i dano what else to say .. uhmm saw jordan before practice, didnt really kiss me because ' coach was standing there . .. ' okay guys i really need advice before i start to lose it here while im typing.
DEAR DiARY,AND/OR LiVEJOURNAL FRiENDS,
i extremely like jordan, i can be myself with him, its only been 3 days and thats why im afraid of falling for him and in the end, i alone, end up getting hurt. most of you wouldnt agree with me, but thats the WORST feeling ever, considering jordan is the ONLY person i can see myself with, dating wise, right now. another issue, hes NOT PDA'ISH at school, the movies, okay fine we cuddled and kissed .. it was the first night i didnt think anything of it, but back me up on this if im correct, us girls LIKE to be held hands with and kissed in front of people, im not saying suck face in front of ur friends, but its nice to be acknowledged even on a friendlier basis.. . i was talking to bobby earlier today, he kinda got me thinking, i spilled everything out to him, and this is like where im spilling out to you as well.. bobby seemed to think we were total opposites, and he wouldnt ever see me with someone like him, and that it was kinda weird, but he still thinks we're adorable together. is anybody else on this same page or, just doesnt see us together very long, or has another opinion? .. i really DONT know who else to turn to, god isnt really answering my prayers anytime soon, so you girls are the closest thing to him. ..
please comment it will seriously make my year a lil bit better <333 sheena marie
DEAR DiARY,AND/OR LiVEJOURNAL FRiENDS,
i extremely like jordan, i can be myself with him, its only been 3 days and thats why im afraid of falling for him and in the end, i alone, end up getting hurt. most of you wouldnt agree with me, but thats the WORST feeling ever, considering jordan is the ONLY person i can see myself with, dating wise, right now. another issue, hes NOT PDA'ISH at school, the movies, okay fine we cuddled and kissed .. it was the first night i didnt think anything of it, but back me up on this if im correct, us girls LIKE to be held hands with and kissed in front of people, im not saying suck face in front of ur friends, but its nice to be acknowledged even on a friendlier basis.. . i was talking to bobby earlier today, he kinda got me thinking, i spilled everything out to him, and this is like where im spilling out to you as well.. bobby seemed to think we were total opposites, and he wouldnt ever see me with someone like him, and that it was kinda weird, but he still thinks we're adorable together. is anybody else on this same page or, just doesnt see us together very long, or has another opinion? .. i really DONT know who else to turn to, god isnt really answering my prayers anytime soon, so you girls are the closest thing to him. ..
please comment it will seriously make my year a lil bit better <333 sheena marie