All alone...
Here I am all alone again. It seems like it takes a while for me to get used to doing things on my own, and then when Brad comes home it takes a while to get used to letting him do some things too, and then he leaves again! I get so lonely! Mostly because he is all I have. I wish I had more friends, my family doesn't live near here or anything like that, so I can't even lean on them. While Brad was in Iraq I attempted to lean on his family, but I don't know how welcome I was. But the other day after we dropped Brad off I stayed and hung out with his family a little bit, it was much better this time. That's probably because Brad is only in VA, not Iraq, so that stress is not weighing down on everyone too. He'll be gone six weeks and I hope it goes by fast, it would really help if I had a freakin job! Grr!
Arizona was so fun, I love getting to see my cousins and my aunt, I also got to see my uncle before my aunt divorced. I met his new wife and my cousins step sisters and brother, they are pretty cute kids. They are all sort of young, but they are fun. Two of them are only a year apart. I also liked being able to hang out with Jimmy's girlfriend while we were making the scrapbook. She's really nice, the scrapbook came out really nice and it was really cool to look through all the old photos of us as kids. I think it might have been the inspiration to start my own scrapbook, since I have all the freaking supplies! I just need to put them in the book!!
I love Arizona because I feel at home there, I am not as used to the heat as I once was, but it seems like everywhere I go, there is someone from my past. Like I went to one of my cousin's softball games and saw this couple that my mom and dad used to be really good friends with. I haven't seen them since I was probably in the 4th or 5th grade, and now I am nearly 21! Time goes by so fast. But it seems like family or friends are always near in Arizona and something is always going on. At least that is how it feels to me, I think its because its my home. Because I was born there. But someday we might end up there, for flight. I think there is a MCAS in Yuma. I have no idea how far that is from Phoenix, but its closer than WA!
Alright I think that's all for now, maybe I'll print some pictures off or something. I should probably make a resume, but I HATE HATE HATE doing that! Oh well!
Arizona was so fun, I love getting to see my cousins and my aunt, I also got to see my uncle before my aunt divorced. I met his new wife and my cousins step sisters and brother, they are pretty cute kids. They are all sort of young, but they are fun. Two of them are only a year apart. I also liked being able to hang out with Jimmy's girlfriend while we were making the scrapbook. She's really nice, the scrapbook came out really nice and it was really cool to look through all the old photos of us as kids. I think it might have been the inspiration to start my own scrapbook, since I have all the freaking supplies! I just need to put them in the book!!
I love Arizona because I feel at home there, I am not as used to the heat as I once was, but it seems like everywhere I go, there is someone from my past. Like I went to one of my cousin's softball games and saw this couple that my mom and dad used to be really good friends with. I haven't seen them since I was probably in the 4th or 5th grade, and now I am nearly 21! Time goes by so fast. But it seems like family or friends are always near in Arizona and something is always going on. At least that is how it feels to me, I think its because its my home. Because I was born there. But someday we might end up there, for flight. I think there is a MCAS in Yuma. I have no idea how far that is from Phoenix, but its closer than WA!
Alright I think that's all for now, maybe I'll print some pictures off or something. I should probably make a resume, but I HATE HATE HATE doing that! Oh well!