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it's been about three months since my last post. i would like to apologize to anyone who has taken it offensive that i have not updated. although anyone who has been my friend for about a year or more should know that i tend to dissapear once in awhile. but it's been a really long time.. ;[ I have so much to say tho. I just want to say that i've missed many of you. Those that have still kept me as a friend i sooo appreciate that. and i want to say it's worth it trust me. I been going thru alot.
- i was hurt by that PA boi
-even after that i was planning to move to PA because i had gotten in contact wid my homegirl there and i didn't have no other options as far as schooling.
-^ i have to leave my present college. My parents can't even afford another year.
-turns out im stayin in the city because of the fact that my school in PA would of been too far from my friends house and I don't have a job yet to save for a car or to save for moving.
-I would of missed my life here too much
-I would of missed my family and friends especially my best friend Jessika who needs me so dearly now.
- I been thru ups and downs here in school wid my roomates and my work.
-I don't sleep very well... i've become an insomniac.
- i met an amazing guy from thedilly.com who i met offline .. he lives in jersey and he's my age... he is my soul mate i feel. He's me in a guy's body. (more on him later)
-im having alot of problems wid my twin and so is the whole entire family(more on her later )
-I realize how hard life is and the real world is and i've become extremely responsible since i started college
-i changed my journal to xanga.. .but decided that it doesn't come close to livejournal.
-i love my buddies on livejournal and i know i can't go a day withought thinking about how they are and what their lives are about...
i missed everyone dearly and i just wanted to say sup to everyone ! and to please leave me some love. ;x