so it goes like this
i talked to him again. I had to call him. He was on my mind, and i couldn't take him out. I cannot hold grudges. That is my ultimate weakness. Than again is that a weakness? Things are the same as always. Friends. friends. friends. I don't care though. I felt shut down again... i cried. i quickly stopped tho. My tears aren't worth this i thought. I feel bad but i know i still mean alot to him. He calls me often. He still loves me.. and he still cares for me. In a way that helps to ease the troubles... but i know i won't see him much, and i can't.
finals finals finals is all i gotta say. ( im in a repititive mode right nows) .. i'm a bit stress yes. the main reason why is because i've got three tests to study for which is finals plus an extra math test. That is all i'm going to be doin the next two weeks. That is scary. Hope i can do this.
goin home this weekend to go study. i will be home alone. how interesting is that. noone will be there for the weekend.
i started talkin to this guy that i met at the club a few weeks ago. He calls me sometimes. I thought he was just some grimey guy, but i gave him the benefit of the doubt and he turned out to be sweet. He is really nice to talk to and i enjoy his conversations on the phone. I think he likes me.. since he said it like three times last night. He was like " i like you, your funny" and " i like you your cute" and " i like you your fun to talk to".. .wow .. lol. that's all i can say. He wants to see me. but i'm in no rush. he's sweet tho he really is. but it's not that serious..
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finals finals finals is all i gotta say. ( im in a repititive mode right nows) .. i'm a bit stress yes. the main reason why is because i've got three tests to study for which is finals plus an extra math test. That is all i'm going to be doin the next two weeks. That is scary. Hope i can do this.
goin home this weekend to go study. i will be home alone. how interesting is that. noone will be there for the weekend.
i started talkin to this guy that i met at the club a few weeks ago. He calls me sometimes. I thought he was just some grimey guy, but i gave him the benefit of the doubt and he turned out to be sweet. He is really nice to talk to and i enjoy his conversations on the phone. I think he likes me.. since he said it like three times last night. He was like " i like you, your funny" and " i like you your cute" and " i like you your fun to talk to".. .wow .. lol. that's all i can say. He wants to see me. but i'm in no rush. he's sweet tho he really is. but it's not that serious..
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