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[babiephat]

i have cut him off completely now. I didn't know what else to do. I went over there wednesday and i didn't even see him for 2 minutes. HE had an attitude when i was on my way to his house... and than i went to meet him at his job and he w asn't there. he wouldn't pick up my calls, and he ignored me two hours later when i showed up in his house. I

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[_thoughtsz]

mira mamita ..
i know i dont knw you or anything but i just have to put my 2 cents in it cuz i have passed thur it...
+ maybe my knownleage cOuld help u a little

mii 2 centsdont sweat it i went out wiit mii bebitOo 4 fOur 1/2 yearsz

[_thoughtsz]

Ooo bii the way u wnt tO be friendsz?

-bebita

[babiephat]

i know what you mean.. so that's good that happened. i mean.. you have to do you. after someone hurts you .. you can't expect to run to them and chase them when it was them that wants to be alone. I'm giving him what he wants in the long run. That's what i thought.. i thought that since we are sopposedly meant to be .. i should not let him get away.. Right now i am not sure if we are in fact meant to be... and if we are, i know he will come back to me sooner or later when he gets his life together and when he misses me that much just like yours came back to you. I am not going to stress it because if i keep on i will make myself go through too much. It's not going to work. He wants what he wants right now, and i want what i want. Which is, he wants his freedom, and i want my relationship. ya see? so if it's meant to be, i believe he'll be back.. i'm not going to hold my breath on it tho. ;x I can't be with someone that doesn't want to love me as i want to love him right now.. get me? thanx for your input tho .. ;]

[babiephat]

sure you're added. add me?

[_thoughtsz]

nicely said =]

mira if ya'll aint together ok fine
but dont lose touch .. mamita dont let something
soo stupid as a misunderstood mistake make u lose
something that could really be meant to be ..,

things in life are hard and this my just be a test
on how strong is your love .. ma dont think of thing
in a bad way because then they wont happen .. keep talking to him show him you aint sweating it .. keep him as a friend soo he wont feel like he cant call you just to talk .. dont talk about ya'll till he bring it up ..iif ya'll meant to be ya'll meant to be no matter what ;)

-bebita

[babiephat]

ok i will think about it.. as far as i know right now i need to cool off but maybe later on in a few weeks or something i will have the nerve to talk to him.. right now i need space and time. .i see what you mean but it's just hard.. when i talk to him i might still have feelings and i know i love him too much it hurts.. right now i don't feel anything because i disconnected him from my life .. he isn't around at all so i can't feel much.. it's too hard i need time to let everything settle. but yes i will think about calling him soon enough thanx for the input once again. <333