Oct 07, 2003 14:39
I wish you'd quit.
I wish you'd stop.
I wish your face would hit the ground.
I wish your ego bubble would pop.
I wish you'd crash to a halt.
I wish you'd thrash your throat.
I wish you'd fuckin feel it.
I wish you'd fuckin know it.
I wish you'd take a bite of pain, swallow it down.
Let your stomach cry as you can't hold it down.
Try to let it go but don't spit it out.
No swallow it down again, feel it all over again.
Bite off a little more. This time with a jagged edge. Rip you, starting at the core. Let it throw you off the ledge. Then just crash. Let all of it kill you. Let all of it become you. As your face becomes a mask. As your feet become weights. As your hands become weapons, and your nails become knives. Clutch hold of yourself, but just tear it away. Slice the skin, feel it within. Rip yourself apart.