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Again I have a few minutes to update!
I am feeling soo much better today than I was two days ago. Last night I fell asleep happy... and you know what I did? I read my book for about an hour and then at maybe 9:00 passed out with my light on. I did nothing. It was good to catch up on my sleep.
My mom seems to be getting less and less angry. I think if I keep throwing her random compliments in the middle of our fights, she can't possibly stay mad at me. She loves me, and I love her. Ya know, me and her go through alot of her shit, and on here I do bitch alot about here, but there is never a moment in my mind where I wonder if we'll be back to being friends again... because I know we will. That's what gets me through these stupid fights. I know that no matter how bad it hurts when we argue... things will be back to normal soon.
Anyways... I am in west palm again this weekend. Which means that I can't do much with my friends... but on the brighter side, I get to see Billy again. *GRINS* Heh. I like seeing him, because it equals zero stress. I can forget about everything that's bugging me at home or in jupiter and just have fun with him. He knows how to make me smile, and he does it often. okay okay, enough about that.
I am almost halfway through my new book, Survivor. I'm going alot faster through this one, haha. But what I wanted to say was THANKS IAIN!! It's sooo good. This guy in the book is so interesting. He is part of this cult? I guess. And almost everyone else in it killed themselves because their God was calling them. blah blah blah. It's hard to understand, and even harder to try to explain.
Plans for Today:
Eat one of those yummy sanwiches my dad makes! ..maybe two.
Lay out
Read
See what my friends are doing
...oh yeah! and get really shitty!! Sorry, I can't let you guys down with that one.
*ain't no thang* fo'sho! LMAO [monique!!]
I am feeling soo much better today than I was two days ago. Last night I fell asleep happy... and you know what I did? I read my book for about an hour and then at maybe 9:00 passed out with my light on. I did nothing. It was good to catch up on my sleep.
My mom seems to be getting less and less angry. I think if I keep throwing her random compliments in the middle of our fights, she can't possibly stay mad at me. She loves me, and I love her. Ya know, me and her go through alot of her shit, and on here I do bitch alot about here, but there is never a moment in my mind where I wonder if we'll be back to being friends again... because I know we will. That's what gets me through these stupid fights. I know that no matter how bad it hurts when we argue... things will be back to normal soon.
Anyways... I am in west palm again this weekend. Which means that I can't do much with my friends... but on the brighter side, I get to see Billy again. *GRINS* Heh. I like seeing him, because it equals zero stress. I can forget about everything that's bugging me at home or in jupiter and just have fun with him. He knows how to make me smile, and he does it often. okay okay, enough about that.
I am almost halfway through my new book, Survivor. I'm going alot faster through this one, haha. But what I wanted to say was THANKS IAIN!! It's sooo good. This guy in the book is so interesting. He is part of this cult? I guess. And almost everyone else in it killed themselves because their God was calling them. blah blah blah. It's hard to understand, and even harder to try to explain.
Plans for Today:
Eat one of those yummy sanwiches my dad makes! ..maybe two.
Lay out
Read
See what my friends are doing
...oh yeah! and get really shitty!! Sorry, I can't let you guys down with that one.
*ain't no thang* fo'sho! LMAO [monique!!]