i dunno theres something about today- maybe its a day for a miracle.
im so happy...i dn y...im just happy...and it feels so good...maybe it was the break from school--but im rly rly happy--like i feel like im not disappointing anyone anymore...or more importantly, im not disappointing myself anymore...
its all good...last night was amazing...but i shud have had more pizza *dominoes* (the best) bc now i want some...lol...
i am so excited for tonight...**JOY IS COMMING** omg i havent seen her since August...so excited...we gatta make our plans for shaboigin in august...so excited...wow...
i dont know if i deserve to be this happy--i mean i know its what i wanted--but do i deserve it? i hope it doesnt end--im doing everything in my power to keep it that way...fighting and stressing out take up too much time and energy...and life is too short to do all that...its like if u take a second...like and look back on things and what u regret...u can look at ur life now and make sure u dont make the same mistakes again...
so i took this like quiz/poll thing on like psycology and it said i wasnt posative enough...so thats what im trying to be...tell me when im not being posative about something and ill try to change it...
love you all
maddie
*he took a good look at what he had accomplished, got rip-roaring drunk for ten
days, thaught seriously of setting it on fire, then finally put the house
up for sale.*
* the best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for
more and plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds*
its all good...last night was amazing...but i shud have had more pizza *dominoes* (the best) bc now i want some...lol...
i am so excited for tonight...**JOY IS COMMING** omg i havent seen her since August...so excited...we gatta make our plans for shaboigin in august...so excited...wow...
i dont know if i deserve to be this happy--i mean i know its what i wanted--but do i deserve it? i hope it doesnt end--im doing everything in my power to keep it that way...fighting and stressing out take up too much time and energy...and life is too short to do all that...its like if u take a second...like and look back on things and what u regret...u can look at ur life now and make sure u dont make the same mistakes again...
so i took this like quiz/poll thing on like psycology and it said i wasnt posative enough...so thats what im trying to be...tell me when im not being posative about something and ill try to change it...
love you all
maddie
*he took a good look at what he had accomplished, got rip-roaring drunk for ten
days, thaught seriously of setting it on fire, then finally put the house
up for sale.*
* the best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for
more and plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds*