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i should be getting my computer up and running by the end of this week....until then Erin, being the awesome person she is, will continue to update what i ask her too...
WARNING: this is one LONG entry
so...this weekend was the play....it was amazing...I had so much fun...I love you all...you're so talented and none of u should ever give up. im gunna miss it so much...after the seven thirty show, we all went out to Fridays...the stress of the show was over...but the stress of the end was horrible.... it was so sad....it was like a water works display....i don't remember the last time i cried so had....omg....we talked about everything....like how everything is coming so fast....the end is right there...and personally, im not ready to leave this place that, for the past 9 years has become my home away from home....SGS has taught me everything i know...when to laugh and when to cry. We all came to school together...we came thru it together and now were finishing it together, but then we have to say goodbye and leave alone... were saying goodbye to this place of comfort, we have become so used to coming here everyday that we take it for granted. Im so not ready to go. Last year at this time i couldn't wait to go....i hated so much of SGS-there was so much shit- but now i have some so close to so many people and im not ready to leave yet. i mean when we were at Fridays and i was talking w/ like murphy, jess, kershner, leigh galasso, erin, celine, and katie, we were looking back on the last 9 years thinking we never rly appreciated how good we had it and like thinking when we were in like kindergarten or 1st grade, we looked at the 8th graders then, the "big girls" and we couldnt wait to be them, but now we are, and sometimes i wish i was that little girl bc a lot of the time i still feel like her, i still have the same fears...fear of failing and losing what i love....but we have to take that risk...bc its comming so fast, its like 3 months away and were gone and were like really starting to realize it and accept the fact the things will never be the same....there will never b another place like SGS... there are so many "lasts" last play, last vacation, last class mass, last may crowning, last walk-a-thon, last field trip, then graduation! im not ready to leave the pple that have helped me so much- helped me to get thru the bad times, and to celebrate the good times, I was going thru old year books and i remembered the entry i put in Emily's yearbook 2 years ago and now it feels so real:
remember the joy, the laughter, the smiles
never forget this journey of many miles
dont walk in footsteps; make your own path
keep walking foreword, don't take one step back
help those in need
but help yourself too
live life your own way
bc theres no right or wrong
theres no false or true
we have come so far and now we have to finish it. Its all becomming so real so fast. IM so sad that its ending- but it has to, it will make us all stronger, and i hope we can all stay friends...i dont know where i would b w/o u all...we're gunna make it...itll b hard but we'll get thru it, after Fridays i cant imagine how hard graduation is gunna b! wow i love yoou all...THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES...IT WILL NEVER B THE SAME W/O YOU!
march 12....ill be there....even if im the only one....i will go and look in that "no smoking mirror" and i will see your reflection ladies!!! LOVE!!!!! tear tear!
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it´s worth, it was worth all the while
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you hve the time of your life.
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life.
****these are the moments that will last forever****
***********thses are times ill never forget************
congratulations class of ' 05
these feelings are indescribable
WARNING: this is one LONG entry
so...this weekend was the play....it was amazing...I had so much fun...I love you all...you're so talented and none of u should ever give up. im gunna miss it so much...after the seven thirty show, we all went out to Fridays...the stress of the show was over...but the stress of the end was horrible.... it was so sad....it was like a water works display....i don't remember the last time i cried so had....omg....we talked about everything....like how everything is coming so fast....the end is right there...and personally, im not ready to leave this place that, for the past 9 years has become my home away from home....SGS has taught me everything i know...when to laugh and when to cry. We all came to school together...we came thru it together and now were finishing it together, but then we have to say goodbye and leave alone... were saying goodbye to this place of comfort, we have become so used to coming here everyday that we take it for granted. Im so not ready to go. Last year at this time i couldn't wait to go....i hated so much of SGS-there was so much shit- but now i have some so close to so many people and im not ready to leave yet. i mean when we were at Fridays and i was talking w/ like murphy, jess, kershner, leigh galasso, erin, celine, and katie, we were looking back on the last 9 years thinking we never rly appreciated how good we had it and like thinking when we were in like kindergarten or 1st grade, we looked at the 8th graders then, the "big girls" and we couldnt wait to be them, but now we are, and sometimes i wish i was that little girl bc a lot of the time i still feel like her, i still have the same fears...fear of failing and losing what i love....but we have to take that risk...bc its comming so fast, its like 3 months away and were gone and were like really starting to realize it and accept the fact the things will never be the same....there will never b another place like SGS... there are so many "lasts" last play, last vacation, last class mass, last may crowning, last walk-a-thon, last field trip, then graduation! im not ready to leave the pple that have helped me so much- helped me to get thru the bad times, and to celebrate the good times, I was going thru old year books and i remembered the entry i put in Emily's yearbook 2 years ago and now it feels so real:
remember the joy, the laughter, the smiles
never forget this journey of many miles
dont walk in footsteps; make your own path
keep walking foreword, don't take one step back
help those in need
but help yourself too
live life your own way
bc theres no right or wrong
theres no false or true
we have come so far and now we have to finish it. Its all becomming so real so fast. IM so sad that its ending- but it has to, it will make us all stronger, and i hope we can all stay friends...i dont know where i would b w/o u all...we're gunna make it...itll b hard but we'll get thru it, after Fridays i cant imagine how hard graduation is gunna b! wow i love yoou all...THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES...IT WILL NEVER B THE SAME W/O YOU!
march 12....ill be there....even if im the only one....i will go and look in that "no smoking mirror" and i will see your reflection ladies!!! LOVE!!!!! tear tear!
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it´s worth, it was worth all the while
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you hve the time of your life.
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of your life.
****these are the moments that will last forever****
***********thses are times ill never forget************
congratulations class of ' 05
these feelings are indescribable