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ok yeahh guys....i know that everyone is liek pissed off at me cuz the thing i said in my other livejournal about how i supposedly thought i was all this amazing stuff and how i thought i was hott or whatever...and at first when i read it i was really really mad and i didnt want to talk to any one or anything..but then i thought about it and i was like...mabey its all rele true..*cept the lesbain part* like wow mabey i have just been too self centered and full of my self and i know that i definatley need to change... i mean wow i really dont have any reason to act that way cuz i know that there is nothing special about me that makes me any hotter or better then anyone else...and yeahh the comments were really mean...but they have made me relaize that mabey i should change...that i shouldnt really care as much what other poeple think of me or how hott i am or how popular i am...cuz seriously is it going to matter when im married to my husband and we have kids! Its not like im going to say...umm yeahh i was rele hott in middle and high school....seriously its not going to matter except the grades i gett...and the close friends i have...and all you guys might think that this is totally corney and be like wow shes so retarted...but i really dont care all i care about right now is changing before it gets out of hand... i mean everything happens for a reason and i think these people saying all that stuff on the comments...happened for a reason...and have honestly helped me...i mean wow haha i bet a bunch of you guys are at home laughing and me right now...but o well any ways...but i mean the poeple the left the comments definatley didnt leave them to help me or point out to me how self centered i was or anything...but they did...cuz rele i didnt even noticed it cuz no one took the time to even nicely tell me that i thought i was all hott er what ever...so yeahh guys next time i start to change or ya know...ust tell me so i cna stop and try to chnage it... heres a song that kind of relates to this...
im not crazy,
im just a little un well,
i know,
right now you cant tell,
but soon enough your gonna think of me,
and how i use to be,
im not crazy,
im just a little impeared,
i know right now you dont care,
but soon enough,
your gonna think of me,
and how i use to be...
yeahh thats all i remember but i heard it this morning and it really made me thinkk so yeahh...and guys next time please dont leave annoymous and mean comments...just tell me what im doing wrong...and yeahh if you guys are my friends...then you'll for forgive me for being so self centered and justt yeahh...
*and Matt....seriously i am sorry!!! I didnt mean it in a mean kind of way...but it jsut kind of came out that wayy....and haha yeahh this isnt a excuse to how i acted towards you...but haha yeahh it was that time of the month and i turn really really bithcy!!
im not crazy,
im just a little un well,
i know,
right now you cant tell,
but soon enough your gonna think of me,
and how i use to be,
im not crazy,
im just a little impeared,
i know right now you dont care,
but soon enough,
your gonna think of me,
and how i use to be...
yeahh thats all i remember but i heard it this morning and it really made me thinkk so yeahh...and guys next time please dont leave annoymous and mean comments...just tell me what im doing wrong...and yeahh if you guys are my friends...then you'll for forgive me for being so self centered and justt yeahh...
*and Matt....seriously i am sorry!!! I didnt mean it in a mean kind of way...but it jsut kind of came out that wayy....and haha yeahh this isnt a excuse to how i acted towards you...but haha yeahh it was that time of the month and i turn really really bithcy!!