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This week has been pretty fun actually. I did my best to not think about john leaving and everything! We went on a date :) hehe to the movies of course u know us!! lol but anyways we saw Rumor has it, john didnt wanna see it but i forced him to n he said it wasnt what he thought it would have been but yeah i guess you could say it was a good movie.. Hmm lets see what else nothing really we just mostly hung out, sleeping the usual. I slept over last night due to the snow and i woke up n was like where the fuck am i :) hehe then i went into the other room n found him i was like oh im still here!! lol i was really good about crying today. i didnt cry until we started to pack the car up with his shit and then i stopped n when i left him i cryed.. yeah i dont know i feel sick with out him here.. like there is something missing.. Everything i think about him not being by my side i feel like throwing up i really love him alot and i just.. i dont know... well im gonna go cause i got myself crying..