-I'm barely hangin' on-
Well thursday was Honors night...at first i was justing going by myself cuz i knew i wasnt gettin nething big, then the school found out brian wasnt going and he got called down to the office and they told him he HAD to be there and they called my mom too. So then my whole family went. Mom was in the wheelchair... i felt weird. like it was now wicked public. idk it just changed a lot cuz she has never really needed it to just get out of the car and into a building to sit before.. but i guess thats all changed now. My gram and gramps went too... I got academic letters and Brian got many awards.. The first math thing he got no one in my family was paying attention and we had NO idea what it was.. but then he got the Kelly Scholarship and we were all proud. It meant sooooo much to him. Very emotional when Dr. T. was speaking and when Mr. Gagne spoke.... still choke back tears when her name is mentioned, but brian did a good job and it was a good night. Long night but good. And then friday at school we got THE BEST project ever. Its a Documentary about the 1920's and ohh man do i love the 1920's. Jazz...flappers...invention of yo-yo, bubble gum -who wouldnt love it! Its going to be soooo much fun. first time i have been this "jazzed" about a project. Then friday i came home and mowed the lawn and it took FOREVER. Mark stopped by in his Tux with his hat and cane... it hada skull on top with eyes that light up. IT WAS VERY AWESOME! he looked good. Then i went over to see Em and she looked GORGEOUS! her hair was so pretty and she just looked great. Still waiting for details but she said she had a blast. Then i went to Amandas for a surprise thing for spencer for her birthday ... turns out it was for me and spencer. So wasnt expecting that cuz my birthday is June 5th.. but it was so fun. I got the cutest shirt and hair thing from lucy.. and LoveActually from amanda! -SUCHA good movie. and a gift card to Strawberries from sammy! We just hung around and acted like goofs but it was fun. -Thanks so much manda and luc- it meant a lot! Today i slept til like 10:30 then did nothing then went to get shoes with my dad.. came home went down the street sorta with chucky and brian then came home and did nothing. I watched toothless and Dangerous minds. both good movies... Dangerous minds is better but Toothless is just fun. Then i went downstairs and used a lil stair master type thing we have had forever, then did the bike thing then crunches... bathing suit season is coming ahhhh! Tomorrow im hoping to get a hair cut.. kinda want something drastic or at least a new look... maybe shorter with layers? or same length with layers? idk something new i guess.... but for now im off.. so ttyl bye x0x0x
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so b r o k e n up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on....
<3alwaysandforever<3