-Living Life Gets Hard to Do-
Yesterday was friday and it was pretty good i guess. We got report cards and i did well btu i was mad about my history grade cuz i got a B because i got a b on one quiz... i got 100's on everything else but that one quiz and i have a B? that was messed... and everyones grade was messed for history so im hopen it gets straightened out. But then i came home and went to the mall with amanda, kyle, mike and Ryan... i had a good time... mike was wicked funny and it was fun to hang out iwth manda... we saw steph there too at the end of the night. So this morning i got woken up by my uncle calling... ugh i hate when that happens. So i was up and hung around all day... cleaned up a lil did some homework... sorta... then i went to amandas to hang out cuz steph was babysitten and luc was hanging out with tim. so it was just me and amanda which was fun. We ordered food and watched Theres Something About Mary with her sis.... good movie. but thats about it for my weekend. tomorrow is the super bowl and i get to watch with the fam... woohoo... Love You all So Much....
1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: i dont mind it
(5) Your birth day: June 5th
(6) Age you act: i guess so
(7) Age you wish you were: 10... life was good at 10
(8) Your height: 5'4"-ish
(9) The color of your eyes: blue
(10) Happy with it?: ya.. i like them
(11) The color of your hair: Blonde.
(12) Happy with it?: ya but i wish it was a lil blonder.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right for writing but in sports my left is stronger
(14) Your living arrangement?: with my parents and brother
(27) Your family: Mom, Dad and Brian lol
(29) What's your job: Camp counselor in the summer lol
(30) Piercings?: ears
(31) Tattoos?: nope
(32) Obsessions?: idk... cant think of ne at the moment.. maybe the show friends .
(35) Do you speak another language? i take spanish but dont speak it well
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "Its not the length of life but depth of life"
(37) Do you have a webpage?: not really
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: no but i envy those hoo do.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i try to be...
(40) Do you have any secrets?: ya
(41) Do you hate yourself?: umm sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: no.. wish it was cuter lol
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: ya
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: Smart.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: idk... uhh The Unknown? lol
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Failing at life
(47) Can you sing: haha not well
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
(49) Are you a loner?: sometimes
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: nah
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really..
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: ya but nothing worth mentioning.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passively agressive
(55) Have you got a ?: uhh what?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength-hiding how i feel weakness-hiding how i feel
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: umm idk...
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity or love
(59) How do you vent?: cry
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: um to some extent but no one is all the time
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: def.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: for the most part good
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Tell everyone how u feel about them because u may never get the chance if u wait
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: uhh eyes lol.
(65) And least?: uhh everything but my eyes lol JK idk
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: idk.. not GORGEOUS but not a total dog either
(67) Are you confident?: to some extent
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: not sure...
69) Do people know how you feel?: not usually
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: probably
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no!
(73) Read the newspaper?: sometimes
(74) Pray?: ya
(75) Go to church? ya
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: sorta but normally not strangers
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: ya my puppy stuffed animal named puppy and my blanket .. lol
(78) Take walks in the rain?: not usually but i dont mind to
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: if i must.. i dont want to be rude
(80) Drive?: not yet.. permit in june
(81) Like to drive fast?: i dont drive but i doubt i will.
(82) Liked your voice?: idk never thought about it.
(83) Hurt yourself?: no but im clumzy and i get burnt all the time on my hair straightener
(84) Been out of the country?: no
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: probably
(86) Burped?: i can but i dont like to
(87) Been unfaithful?: no
(88) Been in love?: no not really
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(92) Had a surgery?: 4 adult teeth removed.. lol
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: not to my face but probably lol
(98) Been on stage?: spring musical and like reading essays and stuff lol
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no
(100) slept outdoors?: ya in a tent and my screen room once
(101) Thought about suicide?: no
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: dont think so
(103) If yes, what is your record?: -----
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: dont really like the phone
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: no
(107) Slept all day?: no
(108) Killed someone?: no lol
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: ya
(112) Kissed the same sex?: .no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: ya
(115) Had a dream that came true?: ya
(116) Broken the law?: not intentionally lol but i drove with ppl not legal lol
(117) Met a famous person?: dont think so
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
(146) Stolen anything?: no
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: local channel lol but my papa said he saw me on tv walkin before the world series game 1 lol
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149)had a nervous breakdown? many times lol
(150) Considered religious vocation?: idk lol
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: ya 2.. not my favorites either
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: pay less lol
(155) Brand of clothing?: idk nething with cute clothes
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Breathless _VS
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?:school: uniform
(159) Wear hats?: not well lol
(161) Wear make-up?: if im not to lazy
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Providence Place or Fanuel Hall
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: sweaters.. love sweaters
(164) Are you trendy?: no
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i do and i dont mind it
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: sorta
(167) Miracles?: not really... wish for them tho
(168) Astrology?: ya
(169) Magic?: some forms
(170) God?: ya
(171) Satan?: ya
(172) Santa?: no lol
(173) Ghosts?: not really.. but spirits
(174) Luck?: ya
(175) Love at first sight?: ya i guess
(176) Yin and Yang?: ya
(177) Witches?: no
(178) Easter bunny?: no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: ya
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: ya
(181) Do you wish on stars?: ya
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no lol
(183) Do you remember your first love?: havent had a first love... first BF was Brian L tho lol
(184) Still love him/her?: no lol
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: it can be...
(186) What do you find romantic?: the little things
(187) Turn-on?: sense of humor, smile, being able to laugh at them selves
(188) Turn-off?: a lot of things lol
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: bad
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them def.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: idk kinda but i like the old fashion guy asking girl out deal
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: sorta idk
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: idk
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: idk.. a lotta things
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they think they are the best
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? a dvd
(208) Are you in love?: no
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: there is no significant other
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: i would look at them lol
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: uhh idk
(212) You wanted to kill?: no one
(213) That you laughed at?: Brian
(214) That laughed at you?: Manda? lol idk
(215) That turned you on?: idk
(216) You went shopping with?: Manda last night
(217) That broke your heart?: Eric
(218) To disappoint you?: idk a lot of ppl
(219) To ask you out?: uhh eric? lol
(220) To make you cry?: Kelly...
(221) To brighten up your day?: My friends
(222) That you thought about?: my friends
(223) You saw a movie with?: brian
(224) You talked to on the phone?: steph or amanda
(225) You talked to through IM?: Julie
(226) You saw?: mom
(227) You lost?: Kelly
(229) You thought was completely insane?: idk
(230) You wanted to be?: no one
(231) You told off?: no one i dont think
(232) You trusted?: my friends
(233) You turned down?: uhh couldnt go to kenzie bball game 2day does that count?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: tongiht
(235) Laughed?: tonight
(236) Cried?: wednesday-Kellys Memorial Mass...:-(
(237) Bought something?: udhh an ice coffee last night
(238) Danced?: ohh man prob. last time i was with emmy
(239) Were sarcastic?: when arent i being sarcastic?
(240) hugged someone?: amanda when i left
(241) Talked to an ex?: mandas party
(242) Watched your fave movie?: a while ago-Big Fish
(243) Had a nightmare?: umm last weekish i think wednesday
(245) Talked on the phone?: uhh i dont remember but i think it was with steph
(246) Listened to the radio?: when i was cleaning
(247) Watched TV?: today
(248) Went out?: went to amandas house
(249) Helped someone?: helped my mom clean up around the house
(250) Were mean?: umm idk but i can be lol
(251) Sang?: in the car
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: umm Meet the Fockers on christmas
(253) Said "I love you"?: to family and friends ne chance i get
(254) Missed someone?: kelly-always thinking about her and missing her
(255) Fought with a family member?: most likely my mom or brian
(256) Fought with a friend?.. i dont remember
(257) Had a serious conversation?: the other night
But things just get so crazy,
Living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
<3Always and Forever<3