ho hum

Feb 28, 2005 22:01

Hi. I've been going to school more often, though I don't feel any better, but you must do what you must do. I force myself. Mr. Heaster told me that I don't try or put forth effort. I hope he chokes- not die though. Roy just got home and I'm not doing my homework. I didn't bring the right book home for English. And how do you write an essay on something that should actually just be a bulleted list? I would love to not have to have school tomorrow, but its not snowing much so I probably will. Unforuntately. Ha, look how I spelled that!
I went to Pittsburgh on Thursday. Dr. Tash said .............. well nothing that I particularly wanted to hear. He didn't bother checking for Fibro. He didn't even look at the pressure points. He said something like 'You have Fibromyalgia. So what? What do I do? There's no medicine to give you' He doing tests, they took 5 things of blood. They also told me I only weigh 114 which I don't think is true, Lol, but hey! Thanks. He's sending me to physical therepy in Bridgeport. I have to lie in warm pools to relax my muscles and do 'pain desensitizing' exercises. Also, I need to get into a regular exercise routine, but I didn't need to drive 2 hours to have a doctor tell me that. Lol Dr. Tash checked all my joints and stuff. He's a dr. for juvenile rhumatoid arthritus, and I don't have that, sooo..... Yeah. Lol

I'm very tired and I suppose I'll have to go to school tomorrow since its barely snowing, and the snow we're getting, is more like rain. *stomach drops* I need to do my homework, but I'd rather sleep so I can at least show my face at school. They don't understand that I would be able to perform a lot better if I could get my rest and then just make up the work. I always make it up and everything. On time, usually too. But being there- having to get up and get ready and go all day long- I can't do that. its not just school, its out to the mall with my friends, its to the bow shop, to church.. I can't do those things normally. i dont enjoy having to schedule my life around being sick. When I go to school I can't concentrate, I'm just miserable. I usually don't get much accomplished.

I've been going to the bow shop every night (except tonight) I'm getting better. I'm really not bad. I love it- its addicting.

Roy's gonna get a job soon. And i'm gonna get a cell phone.

Yesterday there was a bow shoot in Buchannon. Jason, jena, and Roy were goin. They left after church to go to it. And its a long story and I'm tired so i'm gonna go to bed. I'll tell you later.
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