this sucks
Me and Jose have been talking on the phone for the last few night for alot time, and We talked about going out but the thing is he's with someone and He not happy being with her because
1. they're best friends
2. He cant act around her the way he likes to around his girlfriends
3. they dont hang out
and she my friend and i feel bad but we really like each other, I guess i should have started with what we talk about the other night huh?
he called me and it was like 3 and we talked and i could tell something was wrong so i acked him and he was like iam confused i asked why and he said because Me and Ashley arnt doin good and he said he talked to toher poeple about it and that he wants to go with me and then we got to tlak about that and i tryed to help and what i did was talk him in to braking up wit her but i didnt mean to but i did and then he was ganna get with me... will that all that matter right now
so he was going to tlak to he and he had the chance lasted night but he didnt want to talk to her with alot of people around so he didnt, but later that night they talked and then he called me and said thing went the other way, he siad that she wanted to try and work thing out and fix things, and then he told me that he wants me to wait, but to me if like why should i wait unless he knows its not going to work so why ever try kind of thing BUT then i also feel that why should i wait yeah i like him but how long would i want to wait ya know. Next friday were going to see a movie just me and him but he's still with her and i know stuff is going to happen and i really wanna go but i dont want to because i dont wanna mess it up more then it is even thought i want to be with him
we also talked about heylie and with that he wants to be her life even thought she not his which is the coolest thing in the world to me, we talked about that for along time and he said i'll be a good mom and that he's ganna help no matter what happens and that it doesnt matter what peopel say because ben this its jose and no his, that he'll be in her life so that he dont have to and that if ben does want to that i shouldnt stop him, and i not you know because he need to know who her really dad is and its imporent, and one thing i think about ever day is she going to ask who he is and want to know him and it makes me cry because i can tell her who he i i can show her pictures, but when she ask to see him or why he's not there what can i say other then he doesnt want to be with us he doesnt want to know you, how is that ganna make her feel?
and i talked to jose about it, and he said when that day comes we go through it together and that i dont have to worry about it.....
I really like him but i dont want to wiat, but i dont knwo what to do
1. they're best friends
2. He cant act around her the way he likes to around his girlfriends
3. they dont hang out
and she my friend and i feel bad but we really like each other, I guess i should have started with what we talk about the other night huh?
he called me and it was like 3 and we talked and i could tell something was wrong so i acked him and he was like iam confused i asked why and he said because Me and Ashley arnt doin good and he said he talked to toher poeple about it and that he wants to go with me and then we got to tlak about that and i tryed to help and what i did was talk him in to braking up wit her but i didnt mean to but i did and then he was ganna get with me... will that all that matter right now
so he was going to tlak to he and he had the chance lasted night but he didnt want to talk to her with alot of people around so he didnt, but later that night they talked and then he called me and said thing went the other way, he siad that she wanted to try and work thing out and fix things, and then he told me that he wants me to wait, but to me if like why should i wait unless he knows its not going to work so why ever try kind of thing BUT then i also feel that why should i wait yeah i like him but how long would i want to wait ya know. Next friday were going to see a movie just me and him but he's still with her and i know stuff is going to happen and i really wanna go but i dont want to because i dont wanna mess it up more then it is even thought i want to be with him
we also talked about heylie and with that he wants to be her life even thought she not his which is the coolest thing in the world to me, we talked about that for along time and he said i'll be a good mom and that he's ganna help no matter what happens and that it doesnt matter what peopel say because ben this its jose and no his, that he'll be in her life so that he dont have to and that if ben does want to that i shouldnt stop him, and i not you know because he need to know who her really dad is and its imporent, and one thing i think about ever day is she going to ask who he is and want to know him and it makes me cry because i can tell her who he i i can show her pictures, but when she ask to see him or why he's not there what can i say other then he doesnt want to be with us he doesnt want to know you, how is that ganna make her feel?
and i talked to jose about it, and he said when that day comes we go through it together and that i dont have to worry about it.....
I really like him but i dont want to wiat, but i dont knwo what to do