contemplating.
i cant quite explain what or how i'm feeling right now. as if something really important is missing from my life. something that will make a major difference later on. it's 2:07 and i just feel at such a loss. i miss god. i feel like im missing my chance to be really close to him. like im missing the chance to really get to know myself. i know my motto has been "it's all about love" for so long but shouldnt it be all about loving god and myself?