Oct 04, 2004 12:28
my bad weekend started when i went to enlist in the navy which i did basic T start in July but bad thing i failed my drug test in front of my mom damn how dissapointing right? well no mo' weed fo' me or i'll lose my future.....worst part of my weekend saturday night i was walkin to the parking lot with daisy teana and randy and joey come up and joey puts his arm around me and tells me to kiss him so im like no yeah right i thought he was playin then he got serious and started choking me this is when i got scared so...i start screemin to let go and he throws me to the ground so daisy and randy and teana turn around and daisy like get the fuck off of her and he had me on the ground so hes like when i want something you give it to me by this time im freakin out and shaking so daisy says you think thats cute forcing girls to do stuff and hes like yeah i do it all the time so he ripped of the nekalce jay gave me wen we were going out and my badge....and kisses me sloppy on the cheek so when we left randy said whyd you do it and he said she wouldnt give me tounge so if daisy and all them werent there i bet that ass hole coulda raped me well sunday went to work randy had told god bless him cause i was to scared to so i broke down the police came and shit but me still be the chicken i am didnt press charges just got a restraing order against him hes fired and if hes ever on airport property hes goin to jail..my dad was going to kill him.....but im okay now i learned now a days you cant just trust every person out there cause there are some fucking pyshco's out there.....richie from TSA the ones that do security wanted to go to holloween horror nights together but im kinda scared to...and taylor this really nice guy wants to teach me to golf. lol ask me to go but im still kinda freaked to....right now there are only a couple of guys i wouldnt be scared of being alone with like tim and jay (as in my ex) and a couple of others but i think i;ll be back to normal soon enough or at least i hope so .......
well im outie xoxo.................
p.s. thanks to everyone who has been there for me!