before the party...
...and I am currently having a bad hair day...agghh just my luck >xD
neh, I don't know what has been happening to me latley...but I have been going through some sort of UGLY stage and I want it to end! *spazzes*
Ever since march this year, I can't even make myself look decent. I blame lack of money, otherwise if I did have money I would be able to use it to maintain myself better. But because I am broke and I need that money to eat and get around...maintaining myself properly is out of the question for the time being.
But I guess it is nice to know that there are people out there who think I am hot or somewhat attractive... even though they are as blind as a bat!!!11 Sometimes makes me wonder if they only say it to make me feel good about myself. I have been told that I am good looking and cute from quite a few people, but I really don't feel it. Besides, they don't always mean it. =(
neh...I don't even know why I should care, but you know, stupid things like this gets to you sometimes...
On a better note...I am going to Ricky's house soon! ^___^ Party tomorrow and we are all going to get pissed out of our heads!!! Got to get washed and ready before I leave out, got a long journy ahead of me...Gonna be away from home for the whole weekend. Just hope I don't get lost on those stupid, overpriced, tacky, country side buses which I will have to take...ALONE! *kicks* Ricky, if I somehow end up in Canada...I will not hesitate to kill you!
[EDIT]: OH NO!!! I just looked outside and its raining!!!!! Even more bad news on my hair...ffs, things just have to get worser and worser for me like usual, don't they...-___-
neh, I don't know what has been happening to me latley...but I have been going through some sort of UGLY stage and I want it to end! *spazzes*
Ever since march this year, I can't even make myself look decent. I blame lack of money, otherwise if I did have money I would be able to use it to maintain myself better. But because I am broke and I need that money to eat and get around...maintaining myself properly is out of the question for the time being.
But I guess it is nice to know that there are people out there who think I am hot or somewhat attractive... even though they are as blind as a bat!!!11 Sometimes makes me wonder if they only say it to make me feel good about myself. I have been told that I am good looking and cute from quite a few people, but I really don't feel it. Besides, they don't always mean it. =(
neh...I don't even know why I should care, but you know, stupid things like this gets to you sometimes...
On a better note...I am going to Ricky's house soon! ^___^ Party tomorrow and we are all going to get pissed out of our heads!!! Got to get washed and ready before I leave out, got a long journy ahead of me...Gonna be away from home for the whole weekend. Just hope I don't get lost on those stupid, overpriced, tacky, country side buses which I will have to take...ALONE! *kicks* Ricky, if I somehow end up in Canada...I will not hesitate to kill you!
[EDIT]: OH NO!!! I just looked outside and its raining!!!!! Even more bad news on my hair...ffs, things just have to get worser and worser for me like usual, don't they...-___-