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well i just got home bout 25mins ago and tried to call adam and he's not there and he hasnt replied to my text. i just wanna talk to him coz his voice is the only friendly voice i know...grrr where is the little man? hmmm donna was ment to wait for me after school today, i waited outside for a while,but i guess she must have gone home coz i ended up givin up and gettin the bus. it really bugs me wen ppl do that.its kinda hurtful too coz i wait for ages, sometimes i wait and she doesnt turn up and i gotta walk home by myself coz i missed the stupid bus. i just rang her, and she stayed behind after school for art. damnit..see, i waited for ages, but i didnt miss the bus so all is not lost. she only really walks with me wen sam doesnt walk. sam doesnt like me, and i dont think donna does, but we walk to school together and thats ok, but wen sam walks i dont like walking home with them coz they make me feel left out.
like they have their own little language and in-jokes bout stuff and people, and wen i ask what they just go "oh its a long story" or "it doesnt matter, u wont understand". i really hope that 6th form wont be like this,coz i cant afford to keep gettin the bus. it costs 55p each day, and i cant afford to do that really. thats like £11 a month and i guess i need to save my money for my motorbike, coz i dont think my mum and dad are gonna buy me one even if i do well in my GCSE's. i dont want a moped, i want a proper bike. Like an Aprilla RS50 or Motorhispania RX50 like adam had. But they are really expensive and on Primark wages it's gonna take me a while. plus theres insurance and shit like that..which is gonna be LOADS for me, and i gotta keep filling up with petrol too.
well im gonna take my dissapointed little self to the shower or some other website where i can play games and distract myself from things happening around me.
luv and snuggles.
sarah.
xxx
like they have their own little language and in-jokes bout stuff and people, and wen i ask what they just go "oh its a long story" or "it doesnt matter, u wont understand". i really hope that 6th form wont be like this,coz i cant afford to keep gettin the bus. it costs 55p each day, and i cant afford to do that really. thats like £11 a month and i guess i need to save my money for my motorbike, coz i dont think my mum and dad are gonna buy me one even if i do well in my GCSE's. i dont want a moped, i want a proper bike. Like an Aprilla RS50 or Motorhispania RX50 like adam had. But they are really expensive and on Primark wages it's gonna take me a while. plus theres insurance and shit like that..which is gonna be LOADS for me, and i gotta keep filling up with petrol too.
well im gonna take my dissapointed little self to the shower or some other website where i can play games and distract myself from things happening around me.
luv and snuggles.
sarah.
xxx