juss 2 knoe
i might not get a chance 2 write 2 morra so here's my plan...so mabe 2 morra daedra, kyla n me r gunna meetr at like bobs,j,silver, marshalls, or tha mall n my dads gunna pick us up after a lil bit n we sleepin over daedra's house. so yeah i been a lil busy juss tha way i like it. so saturday wen i get home im gunna try 2 finish my room n mabe ill getta see my babe! i love him so mush! im real glad that we gut our break n im not ready 2 see him again yet cuz theres still a few more days i need with my frends but i do miss him alot n i realy realy love him more than ne thing n the world! he thinks im doing something sneaky n i dunno wut hes thinkin it is but im not cheating on him!i've never. i've had tha chance n my frend told me too n she wasn gunna tell... but theres NO way id ever do that 2 him. i am doing summthin that he wouldn like but its personal, n its about me, n i only didn do it b4 was cuzza him but now he has this thing that hes gunna do w/e he wantsta do n dun care wut i think n i cant controll him..so thats wut im doin. summthin 4 me. n i knoe hes gunna get realy realy angry at me but i decided like a week ago that im not gunna ne more n i love him n juss wanna do stuff 4 me n stuff w/my frends. but wen i feel helpless n too overwelmed n like im doin too many things that i dont even wanna do n i want only a lil 4 me but theres no time or ne thing.. so id do summthin really really bad. n now i regret it. n hope he understands! so ok that was realy realy long but that was like a week