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[babes69]

7:30 n tha morning n i still cant sleep. im pissed cuz i haven been gettiin NE sleep all week. since saturday i havent been able 2 fall asleep till after 4AM. tha other night i was talkn 2 ppl online n there was this knocking at tha door at quarter of 1am, I thought itd b george or summthin cuz he was pissed bout his house.. so ne ways it was a cop, less than 2 minits l8er there were three cop cars, a firetruck, and a rescue outside my house w/their lights flashing n erething. turns out sum 1 called tha police on my brother cuz his gf duped him so he cut himself...soooooo me n mom had 2 follow him 2 tha hospitol where we sat there till 4am. he was suppose 2 go 2 butler, the rescue to take him there was at tha hospitol we were juss waiting 4 sum papers 2 get bacc. when my brother decides he dont wanna go ne more. so we sat n kent hospitol 4 over 3 hrs for nothing. grrr. he had 2 go n a room w/cameras so if he tried 2 do ne thin 2 himself theyd see. so the bill is going to be over 700$ and mom took me 2 day 2 register for summer school n that was a lil over 400$! i feel real bad for my parents cuz me n my brothers are costing them ALOTTA money n lootsa stress. im spoiled rotten but i know i need to watch what im buying now. 2 day me n babe went food shoppng 4 him, i sed 2 spend bout 30ish $ but we did i baaaaad job of that n spent 60$. i feel really bad about that but when we noticed that it was alooooot he wouldn put ne thin back...grrrr. then my dad n brother gut n a big fight. n erethin juss sux. mom slept on tha luv-seat lastnight, and i tried 2 sleep on the couch. I left my poketbook at babes house which had the key 2 my room in it, i needed my creditcard cuz my mom already told me a while ago i could get my hair done thismorning cuz 2 day is me n babe 1 yr anniversary. i had 2$ n there (all my $) but i was going 2 go 2 dunkin doughnuts n get him a coffee roll. now that i cant get n my room i have no frikken clothes. n im NOT gunna break ne thin on my door 2 get n it. I realy wanted 2 look nice when he saw me 2 day. i wanted him 2 b like wow n happy 2 have me. i dun wanna go 2 is house wearing dirty clothes 2 get my poketbook n tthen not even have enuff time 2 get my hair done or ne thing. i juss wanted it 2 b special n him think im pretty. but i cant sleep n look like shiit!i cut out a pic frum a magizine of what i wanted my hair 2 look like, and i had my outfit clean n ready. im just overtired n over pissed. so if ne 1 reads this before 9am can u please gimme sum advice! lol

love ~ Babes