looong

[babes69]

so yesterday i gut piked up at skool by daddy cuz i had court. it was okay theres this program that im supposeta go n or i'll have this on my perminate record n if i have it again or get n trouble again i kcould get sent away or home confinement or summt6hin so i gudda b real good till im 18. even if im good n my frends rnt i still get fuked. like alicia stealing when i didnt but i still gut banned frum tha store 4 3 yrs. im glad that i didn hafta get tha hair pulled outta my neck, cuz im not gunna pass if they do that 4 a drug test. but if they gimme a pee test id deff pass. lol tha guy there was askin me if im suicidal or take pills or thought bout killing sum 1 b4. n i felt a lil stupid cuz i was laughin at summa tha questions n i was supposeta b real serious...so. w/e afta that me n daddy wenta pick up a big cake for mommy n guess who was there waiting 4 me!! my babe!!cept the $/weed thing hes realy been tha best lately. we went 2 applebees n came home, did stuff went out 4 icecream, n went 2 tha beach. we were alone at tha beach 4 a while n juss talked tha hole time. found out that hes done morphene 3+ times since we been goin out. i dont like that but i tol him 2 day i dun want him doin that. if i find out hes did it again goin out w/me then ill b more like...pick 1. so im not gun jump on him. hes been really nice. bought him a cd tha other day for him 2 walk me home n im gunna save all my $ to buy him a 400.00 $ amp. we already talked about it and hes all xcited. n im juss like im use 2 giving him all my cash ne ways,it'll take me bout 4 months 2 save up for him im like thats ok i wont buy ne thing all summer or 1st 2 months of skool.. lmfao. wwwhhhaaattt eeevvvveeerrr.........not gun b that huge of a difference. i still have a creditcard. cant spend 20$ a week but thats ok cuz when i had that n cash it went 2 babe ne ways he always found sum way 2 call me a bitch if i didn give it 2 him or w/e. so im juss gunna make me stay n a good mood. OMFG!!! tha othere day he tol me that my love handles r realy grossing him out n i told him that summthin i can stick 2 4 a while if i dont go crazy n get obsessed w/is if i went bulemic i would loose it quickly. he sed if i wasnt on birthcontroll hed let me. hes told me b4 that if i did hed dump me. but cuz now im wearing batheing suit he sed hed lemme go bulemic cept tha b.c. so dunno wut 2 think bout that. thats shallow n kinda mean but hey i asked. i told him i wanted a break day 2 day so im kinda juss chyllin doin lotsa laundry i have 4 outfits a day n i haven done laundry since sat. so tahts already alotta clothes, o geeeze.maaaaabe ill do somethin fun..doubt it tho..grrr im so bored. but im happy that its not cold out! he hee whenever it gets this hot/humid i always understand why ppl south r so slow. lol omg i have so mant skeetobites all over me! ouch! so ok im kinda juss babbleing now... thanx 4 readin smooches!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Shayna xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo