Seriously though...sorry
Wow. I haven't updated in ages. Or at least literally two months. Anyhow. That's because not much has really happened. I only have 3 any a half weeks of attending to do at Lakota High School. I don't like that thought. If I get a job soon it won't be as bad, but I don't see that happening until I get my license in March or April. Everything with Bryan is still wonderful. Still spend most my time with him & amy & Lee of most people, other than my mom. My friend left yesterday. It sounds kinda lame I guess but my friend would be Miss (Jessica) Browns. Mrs. Miarer's student teacher. Her last day at our school was yesterday (Friday the 10th). She went home to Hicksville. She'll be subbing for Mrs. Miarer on Tuesday though so that's cool. I am a teachers aide for their second block class, during which they have no students, so Miss Browns and I got pretty close, or at least I felt close to her. I seriously consider her to be a good friend to me. Our Christmas choir concert was Thursday. Last concert I'll ever be in. That is a depressing thought. It went well though I thought. I'll miss it. Then again there is a shitload I'm going to miss about the tiny poor little community we call Lakota. Those people have been my family for 12 & a half years. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose touch with half of my friends. That's why I'm grateful that Miss Browns left me her addy, phone, & email when she left. most of my friends don't email or phone though & very few of them visit...so I don't have much faith in a lot of them caring to keep in touch, and I don't like one sided relationships...when I have to put forth the only effort that is offered I tend to just say 'screw it, whatever'. Anyhow, I have so many friends at school. It's going to be hell not seeing them everyday anymore. On the other side of life. The at-home stuff. Tomorrow Bryan gets to go look at a 2-bedroom apartment in Risingsun. $330 a month. Rent includes water, cable, & trash. I've been told that they are pretty nice apartments. The first months rent will be $660 because on the security deposit but we're going to see if he could maybe pay the deposit in 2 payments because he will be like $80 short after he junks his parts car & gets his check. My family knows the rental people though (my gramma & mom do anyhow) & they said they think they'd work with him on the first payment. Sorry. Lukas just got on & I'm talking to him about stupid people & got sidetracked. Anyhow. Tomorrow I going xmas shopping with my grandma. So that should be fun. Going to go. Bi Bi.