my life is getting really hard
i don't know what to do anymore with my life. my boyfriend got thrown into jail. my ex boyfriend wants me back. my parents r still mad at me from my phone bill because of my boyfriend going to jail. oh and the boyfriend that went to jail had his sister tell me we were over. i would really like to know what the hell i am doing do wrong in my life to have to go through all this bullshit just to feel loved and special. y can't it be easy like it is for everyone else to fall inlove and just be happy with someone? i am so ready to just say fuck it and fuck the whole world and my life. i just want to be happy. is that so much to ask for. i hate the way i feel always tired, always wanting to have friends over because i'm so bored, always up all night long. i hate this shit. and of course if i get back with my ex my other ex boyfriends sister told me she would never talk to me again. ive known her for a couple years now and i don't want to lose her as a friend. everyone else would be happy for us if we got back together. my parents still have the picture of me and him that we gave them for not this christmas last christmas. anyways that is what i'm going through right now any wise words that anyone has let me know. i need help on this one.