bitch
why the hell did i ever believe things woulda changed? cos they havent . she called me b4 she left saying she misses me too, & maybe wen she gets back we can go to the movies or dinner or something . so today i asked if she wanted to go to Jaws tomorrow up @ the library , she cant cos she's got a date!*!*! i hate just being an inconvienance to her.... i dont mean to be but i would like to see my other "best friend" sometime. i dont no maybe this is just part of growing up... im bout ready to just say " fuck it i dont care"