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i dont really know what to write but i feel like writing so here goes:
i think its possible to find that one person u want to spend your life with at a very young age , i think that as u get older & get to know this person better & see them change u get a sense of who they're going to be and it makes u even more attracted to them becos even tho they've changed they're still that same person u fell inlove with all those years ago. i also think its possible to find that some one & then lose touch with them & think those feelings hav faded away but the moment u talk to them again or see them those feelings come flooding back to u along with those great memories u had made with them . i think its great wen two ppl can think back on old memories & then say that want to make news ones with eachother . id like to believe that everything will work out in a few years & everyone will get to be with the person they've always wanted but lets be real here ... the world is not perfect & things dont always work out for the best. but we can hope cant we? i also think its possible to be inlove with two ppl . to love them equally. they can be special to u for different reasons. im not sure where im going with this ..... i just ... those two are so damn special to me ... there wen i need them the most ... they listen to me bitch & complain & both hav said they love me & yes , i believed both of them . sure there are times wen i will hate one but that doesnt mean i could ever stop loving them , either of them! & i hate that i kinda hav to choose between the two. do i go for the more sensible one that i wouldnt hav to actually risk anything , or do i choose the more difficult one that may not work out now but has definate future potential . or do i just say " hey for now i want to be with him & later i want to be with u" tho id feel like a complete bitch sayin that , but thats sorta how it would feel, ya know?.....ok im gonna stop for now , wen i start thinkin more clearly ill do another one , thanks for listening!
feedback would be great on this one , thanks
Lo
i think its possible to find that one person u want to spend your life with at a very young age , i think that as u get older & get to know this person better & see them change u get a sense of who they're going to be and it makes u even more attracted to them becos even tho they've changed they're still that same person u fell inlove with all those years ago. i also think its possible to find that some one & then lose touch with them & think those feelings hav faded away but the moment u talk to them again or see them those feelings come flooding back to u along with those great memories u had made with them . i think its great wen two ppl can think back on old memories & then say that want to make news ones with eachother . id like to believe that everything will work out in a few years & everyone will get to be with the person they've always wanted but lets be real here ... the world is not perfect & things dont always work out for the best. but we can hope cant we? i also think its possible to be inlove with two ppl . to love them equally. they can be special to u for different reasons. im not sure where im going with this ..... i just ... those two are so damn special to me ... there wen i need them the most ... they listen to me bitch & complain & both hav said they love me & yes , i believed both of them . sure there are times wen i will hate one but that doesnt mean i could ever stop loving them , either of them! & i hate that i kinda hav to choose between the two. do i go for the more sensible one that i wouldnt hav to actually risk anything , or do i choose the more difficult one that may not work out now but has definate future potential . or do i just say " hey for now i want to be with him & later i want to be with u" tho id feel like a complete bitch sayin that , but thats sorta how it would feel, ya know?.....ok im gonna stop for now , wen i start thinkin more clearly ill do another one , thanks for listening!
feedback would be great on this one , thanks
Lo