May 05, 2005 22:01
Wow, life is good, well for the most part. Crap has happened and my ideals have changed, and i miss my Loretto friends. I guess i started hangin out with new people after the band trip, its just that i take things wrong sometimes. Today Karla didnt have room in her car and i took kinda the wrong way, and complained a little, but i understood, its okay, i gotta tell her that. Its good to make acquaintances into friends. I was grossed out this weekend, i cannot believe the shit that Jesse does, he is 1 sick individual and i feel bad for Sam too. Jesse is just messed up and sick. Now Sam a good guy and all but its just that on occasion sometimes he can be a butt, but hes gotten better. Hes cute, kinda boyish (too boyish if ya ask me thats y i dont like him that way) and a good DM. If i made it id work hard to get on good friendly terms with him (better than already) cuz he needs an older friend for next year since Alise is leaving. But i guess thats up to him
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I havent writtin in a while cuz just a lot of crap happens all the time. I feel that sometimes i think to hard and take things negatively (not everythings funny sickness) its just that i had to discuss what i felt with someone and Becky was there. I feel bad cuz i like cried my eyes out (which is pussy but WTF) i needed to get it out. I was gonna end up hurting people. I feel bad for sam, he is a good guy and deserves a better family, a supportive one. Although its not my place to say this thats my opinion. Life sux for all of us, and some of us have different positions in life and it may be better or worse for us depending on the individual. I wanna be his friend, my next goal is to become his friend (well more i guess). And to help him with his Jesse problem (EL PEPO to the rescue!!!) my life is okay for now, i just need to be a little more impulsive and positive. I cant wait till next year cuz this whole summer im trainin at the gym and takin sport enhancement classes. I cant wait for the result and how people will react. Well signin off, cuz i stink so i gots to take a shower. LATA SUCKAS!!!!