I just don't know.......
So lets not even try...you're right.
Let's ball it up and throw it out the window. It's becoming all so clear
In my mind.
I've thought this thing through more than once or twice. I feel that this
Is my last request to you.
Hold your breath....bottle it up and save it for the next one. It's safe
To say we've been writing this
All night. None of this will ever change your mind. It's never safe to
Rely on borrowed
Time. Now we're both undone, and it's time to open
Up your eyes.
Consequence, it's our need in times like these.
Feeling free...it's our modern disease. Your a classic disaster, with a
Knack for losing your
Exterior. (I'm so sick)...from staring at the mirror.
This all needs a break from you, and I'm used to this.
I fear that I am just an end.
So you play the mistaken...and I'll play the victim in our screenplay of
Desire...I'm still writing the letters
I'll never send.
Running in circles I can't forget how many times
I've played this in my mind....feeling free, feeling free.
Consequence, it's our need in times like these.
Feeling free...it's our modern disease. Your a classic disaster, with a
Knack for losing your exterior. (I'm so sick)...from
Staring at the mirror.
This is my panic... This is my call to arms.
Where are you? Why wont you talk to me? I've called you twice already, no answer. I worry easily, you know that... Are you okay? I don't know what to think. On top of that, well, you know how I said I wasn't sure if they were good or bad last time? Well they were good, and now they are bad, really bad, and i'm so so sad because of it. Call me... i'll be at work.
The tears are always there,
Although I always try to hide them.
Hurt so many times before,
It's like there's no one to confide in.
And yet i seem okay to you,
But no one rreally knows.
Cause I know how to hide it well,
and make sure It never shows.
But sometimes life can't let you lie,
It triggers pain from the past,
Randomly, you never see it coming.
And it hits you so hard,
And you try to resist,
Yet, you let it in.
And you think you can control it.
Set it free, but it takes over,
You let it devour you, every last bit of you,
Until you can no longer stand it.
And you fall to the ground,
begging for it to just go away...
I don't know why I deserve this.
It's like everything good and bad happens at once.
But the darkness always consumes.
It always does, and always will,
Untill i can control it.
But until then, It will take control.
It will consume.
Let's ball it up and throw it out the window. It's becoming all so clear
In my mind.
I've thought this thing through more than once or twice. I feel that this
Is my last request to you.
Hold your breath....bottle it up and save it for the next one. It's safe
To say we've been writing this
All night. None of this will ever change your mind. It's never safe to
Rely on borrowed
Time. Now we're both undone, and it's time to open
Up your eyes.
Consequence, it's our need in times like these.
Feeling free...it's our modern disease. Your a classic disaster, with a
Knack for losing your
Exterior. (I'm so sick)...from staring at the mirror.
This all needs a break from you, and I'm used to this.
I fear that I am just an end.
So you play the mistaken...and I'll play the victim in our screenplay of
Desire...I'm still writing the letters
I'll never send.
Running in circles I can't forget how many times
I've played this in my mind....feeling free, feeling free.
Consequence, it's our need in times like these.
Feeling free...it's our modern disease. Your a classic disaster, with a
Knack for losing your exterior. (I'm so sick)...from
Staring at the mirror.
This is my panic... This is my call to arms.
Where are you? Why wont you talk to me? I've called you twice already, no answer. I worry easily, you know that... Are you okay? I don't know what to think. On top of that, well, you know how I said I wasn't sure if they were good or bad last time? Well they were good, and now they are bad, really bad, and i'm so so sad because of it. Call me... i'll be at work.
The tears are always there,
Although I always try to hide them.
Hurt so many times before,
It's like there's no one to confide in.
And yet i seem okay to you,
But no one rreally knows.
Cause I know how to hide it well,
and make sure It never shows.
But sometimes life can't let you lie,
It triggers pain from the past,
Randomly, you never see it coming.
And it hits you so hard,
And you try to resist,
Yet, you let it in.
And you think you can control it.
Set it free, but it takes over,
You let it devour you, every last bit of you,
Until you can no longer stand it.
And you fall to the ground,
begging for it to just go away...
I don't know why I deserve this.
It's like everything good and bad happens at once.
But the darkness always consumes.
It always does, and always will,
Untill i can control it.
But until then, It will take control.
It will consume.