whatever.
tonight was bad. really bad. some people obviously dont understand that what they do or say can really hurt people. especially if its one of your best friends. i guess im just STUPID right?! no maybe some of the other names you said will sound better. but i doubt it. whatever. i give up. obviously the path im taking in my life is the wrong one. i know ive made mistakes and im not the perfect person and i never will be but the decisions i make have to change. im not goin to continually let people walk all over me and try to control me and the things i do. thats not what i want and that doesnt make me happy.
im not happy. i am so mad and upset right now i dont know what to do. i dont want to talk about it to anyone. i just want to go to sleep.
and drew-i know you dont read this, but i want you to know that i am sorry about not seeing you tonight. i hope you understand because of what happened to me. but i am sorry.
and im sorry to jim and tyler my mom was being an ass. ill see you next time you work.
oh yeah and i talked to my parents tonight..im quittng colorguard. final decision. calling ms putman tomorrow. i hope thats the right choice.
im not happy. i am so mad and upset right now i dont know what to do. i dont want to talk about it to anyone. i just want to go to sleep.
and drew-i know you dont read this, but i want you to know that i am sorry about not seeing you tonight. i hope you understand because of what happened to me. but i am sorry.
and im sorry to jim and tyler my mom was being an ass. ill see you next time you work.
oh yeah and i talked to my parents tonight..im quittng colorguard. final decision. calling ms putman tomorrow. i hope thats the right choice.