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hmm well i just filled out this survey about my love life or something.. + about my emotional/physical life lOl hmm if you wanna read then just go back an entry
ok so i went over to jens today + it was fun then i came home + got ready to go to the ground floor... we stopped at gamestop frist + bought DDR then we went to the ground floor.. it was a kinda big crowd -- biggest one of the night!! hmm who i knew there.. of course george + joey are in the band then i knew meg, angie, rob, tom, lauren, rachel, ashley, jen, melinda, amanda, curran, umm who else went?? hmm i think that was it.. well anyway they had an AWESOME show + it was the last one for 4 years :( ricks going to college in boston so they have to stop.. its pretty sad.. they are a grand band and i love them dearly hah anyway after they were done we hung outside for a while + then i saw jimmy and OMG he is fine ( the picture on my background if you please ) lOl well i was gonna say hi but i chickened out... how silly of me lOl hmm then rachel and curran came out and we went with them to talk to george, joey, + rick.. it was fun lOl then everyone besides me, meg, angie, rob, + tom left.. we tried to get tom to come with us after a fair fight was done playing to get ice cream but he didnt so we just went.. i got a strawberry banana smoothie and it was very good!! lOl then i got a breakfast sandwhich lOl then we walked by all these college kidds it was kinda scary lOl hmm then we went back to the ground floor andthe last band was playing but i didnt know who it was .. we all sat outside and waited for megs mom who came about 20 minutes later but toms friends left so he talked to us for about 3 minutes then we left.. uhhgg i must say i had mega fun and then on the ride home everything turned sad.. i realized i hung out with people who were couples and i realized how much i miss being in a couple... then i started thinking about dom and uh it was a mess but i didnt let it show to anyone else on the ride home which was good..
hmm then we got home + i got online and talked to mimzie, dom, tommy, danielle, + ryan.. i think that was everyone lOl i was really upset and i didnt want to talk so i just turned on my ashlee simpson and started crying then i talked to tommy a little about it but i just couldnt seem to tell him what was wrong.. he said he might stop by tomorrow.. i hope he will i dont want to be alone and i really need someone with me here so i can talk to them about it..
ok anyway then i talked to mimzie and she said that i should just think about how me and dom are friends and be happy that were at least that so thats what im doing.. then i decided i should tell dom how much he means to me so i did that too and im glad i did.. im glad i got that off my chest
hmm then i talked to mimzie + dom in the chat about next summer and how we might not be friends anymore and how im glad that they are my friends.. i think i have 2 new best friends.. madison and dom i love you two so much!! thanks for ALWAYS being there.. im glad i can trust you with everything!!!
ok i think thats about it. im planning on staying up all night i want to see how long i can go without sleeping since i can do that for only a few more days since school starts soon ugg lOl. hmm ryan wants me to go to the mall with him tomorrow but these other 2 grls that idk are going so i have to think about it and if i do want to go i have to talk to my mom lOl ok well i think thats it.. i think i might stop now.. ill update later <|3
-Melissa
we dont have to be in love
we can just be friends <3
there`s a million reasons why i cry
hold my other side and close my eyes
because i dont want to be alone <|3
ok so i went over to jens today + it was fun then i came home + got ready to go to the ground floor... we stopped at gamestop frist + bought DDR then we went to the ground floor.. it was a kinda big crowd -- biggest one of the night!! hmm who i knew there.. of course george + joey are in the band then i knew meg, angie, rob, tom, lauren, rachel, ashley, jen, melinda, amanda, curran, umm who else went?? hmm i think that was it.. well anyway they had an AWESOME show + it was the last one for 4 years :( ricks going to college in boston so they have to stop.. its pretty sad.. they are a grand band and i love them dearly hah anyway after they were done we hung outside for a while + then i saw jimmy and OMG he is fine ( the picture on my background if you please ) lOl well i was gonna say hi but i chickened out... how silly of me lOl hmm then rachel and curran came out and we went with them to talk to george, joey, + rick.. it was fun lOl then everyone besides me, meg, angie, rob, + tom left.. we tried to get tom to come with us after a fair fight was done playing to get ice cream but he didnt so we just went.. i got a strawberry banana smoothie and it was very good!! lOl then i got a breakfast sandwhich lOl then we walked by all these college kidds it was kinda scary lOl hmm then we went back to the ground floor andthe last band was playing but i didnt know who it was .. we all sat outside and waited for megs mom who came about 20 minutes later but toms friends left so he talked to us for about 3 minutes then we left.. uhhgg i must say i had mega fun and then on the ride home everything turned sad.. i realized i hung out with people who were couples and i realized how much i miss being in a couple... then i started thinking about dom and uh it was a mess but i didnt let it show to anyone else on the ride home which was good..
hmm then we got home + i got online and talked to mimzie, dom, tommy, danielle, + ryan.. i think that was everyone lOl i was really upset and i didnt want to talk so i just turned on my ashlee simpson and started crying then i talked to tommy a little about it but i just couldnt seem to tell him what was wrong.. he said he might stop by tomorrow.. i hope he will i dont want to be alone and i really need someone with me here so i can talk to them about it..
ok anyway then i talked to mimzie and she said that i should just think about how me and dom are friends and be happy that were at least that so thats what im doing.. then i decided i should tell dom how much he means to me so i did that too and im glad i did.. im glad i got that off my chest
hmm then i talked to mimzie + dom in the chat about next summer and how we might not be friends anymore and how im glad that they are my friends.. i think i have 2 new best friends.. madison and dom i love you two so much!! thanks for ALWAYS being there.. im glad i can trust you with everything!!!
ok i think thats about it. im planning on staying up all night i want to see how long i can go without sleeping since i can do that for only a few more days since school starts soon ugg lOl. hmm ryan wants me to go to the mall with him tomorrow but these other 2 grls that idk are going so i have to think about it and if i do want to go i have to talk to my mom lOl ok well i think thats it.. i think i might stop now.. ill update later <|3
-Melissa
we dont have to be in love
we can just be friends <3
there`s a million reasons why i cry
hold my other side and close my eyes
because i dont want to be alone <|3