My life..
This is my life.. Full of depression, sadness, and rejection.. Dont you just want to be like me?? I am soo fuckin scared of what is supposed to happen to me.. For most of you that do not understand what that means, it means that I have a very slow blood circulation and that blood is not being circulated to my heart as much as it is needed.. and the levels at which my red blood cells are at, is very deadly.. and I dont know what to do about it.. Im supposed to go in and have them take even more blood from me so that they can run tests.. And of course, theres other things as well, but I dont really want to write about her in here.. Because the person who I want to write about reads my journal.. and she... ahh nevermind.. its even more saddening to write about it.. And thanks for coming to see me Justin, I appreciate you talking to me..
P.S. Its scary to think that I may not be here to wake up in the morning.. I must not take any day for granted..
P.S. Its scary to think that I may not be here to wake up in the morning.. I must not take any day for granted..