Jun 18, 2006 19:52
Some time I just dont know what to think?!?!? HELP Ok i dont know what to think.. Today was a Big airshow thing right by my church so my church had this bbq thing.. (cuz there WAS SO SO MANY PPL AT THE A>S) it was CRAZY! Anyways so Julia was like lets go to my house (cuz it was so so hot today) and SO Rebecca,Jordan,Joel and me and Julia..lol whent to her house.. Anywways when we was there we was all doing like crazy jumps in to the pool and i was like hahaha i should a a rushian (i dont think i spelled that right but oh well). And Julia and beca was liek YEAH YEAH do it.. SO i did anyways all the guy (Jor&jo oh and ar..julias bro) was there watching me.. and After I did it Beca was that was really good and soo did Julia.. and julia was like .. Paulina paulina.. after you did that Joel was like WOW!! Anyways.. i was really really teeheheh *blushes*.. anyways i was like pk.. what kinda WOW was that.. like wow like most guy do when they see a girl do a rushian (lol its a WOW OH MY I SO CANT DO THAT... KINDA WOW!) or was it like a WOW oh my she is uumm.. yeah werd kinda WOW! OR was it a kinda WOW as in thats sick ( as in grose) kinda WOW!!?!!??! OR yeah HAHAH in my dreams right it would be the kinda WOW!! i would like it to be right?!?! Right?!? I dont think but i dont think it was teh kinda WOW im hoping for..*cries* BUt yeah what do you think. for the ones who know Joel ;D anyways. I dont know what to think..*sigh* I LOVE HIS SMILE!!! OH MY.. ITS SO SO.. hahahahaha you know i dont even know what to say about him smile *giggel* I dont really wanna say its cute (even if it is *sigh*)
He is ....is.....is.......is.... *giggel* I dont know what to say about him:D HE is so he is SO WHO HE IS!! lol OK I have to say !! this cuz i DO NOT!! DO NOT! AND WOULD NOT LIKE!! PPL THINKING I LIKE HIM FOR HIS LOOKS!!! CUZ I DONT!! tehehe Well he is good looking (well i think he is)! BUt thats not why i like him! I like him cuz he is real to me! if you get what im talking about! HE is so NICE! good with kids! tehehehe and yeah.. i love him as a friend too:D He is really cool!! (hahaha i soud so yeah hahahahah)!!! And funny... We go back a long way :D To the good old days! lol.. Not that there not good now its just dif now.. Well i think im going to go now......
Oh OH Mikey Rd. eh joel..lol .....
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P.s Julia yeah he duz look good with...... you fill in the rest...lol *winks*
P.P.S you know,, I THINK I HAVE TO KNOW!!!! HELP PLEASE!! *cries* BUT I DONT WANNA KNOW BUT I DO!! gGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!! I DONT WANNA HAVE HIM KNOW BUT I HAVE TO KNOW.. and no i dont wanna have a more then friends going on with him! i just have to know if he he.. maybe duz again..*sigh*