Oct 09, 2006 00:23
It hurts so bad knowing the reason that I am not with Jared is all my fault that one person who cared about me the one person I truley loved is all gone because of me dam it sabrina ur fucking stupid, I loved him so freaking much and I still do and I am not going to give up hope not yet its too soon I am praying that he will give me a chance a chance to prove to him that he can trust me a chance to prove to him how much I love him I so want him back I dont want to be with anyone else just him I was reading his blogs on myspace when he said that he loved me for the first time I cried I am so tried of crying but I will not be happy untill I am back with him I hope and pray and cry that my wish will come true I dont want to be with anybody else just him